i all i have to say is that i am doing my best to be me but it has all fallen. i have fallen with i don't know what to do anymore. everywhere i look i see my life falling. i have no one to talk to but my life long frined. i think that something is wrong when i can't talk to any of my close friend or even my best friends about anything. the only one ( Read more... )

When i'm i going to learn that nothing good is ever going to happen to me. i mean these past couple of weeks have been fulled with mistakes, death, and cancer coming back. all i want is all this to end and have a happy and normal life again. but i can't see that happening. i am just going into a downward spiral that i can't stop and the only thing ( Read more... )

ok thank god that thanksgiving break is here so that u can become normal again...i am fucking tired of being streesed and tired and pissed off at people...the only really good thing about this break is that my best friend is coming home and time to party..........yes!!!!!!!!!

all i have to say is that whenever i talk to someone about something/someone it was comes back and bites me in the ass.....Fucking A.....why is it always me?????

i am drunk as fuck and i can not wait until tomorrow. i am going to get so fucked up tomorrow that i am excited. i miss school and the dorms and most of all i miss all of my friends. this week has been good and last week it was great but i really want to just see my friends and get really drunk ( Read more... )

i feel like i am in hell when all my roommates are home. they don't understand me anymore and i don't understand them. but all i have to remember that i only have a couple more weeks in this hell whole and then home. i have never wanted to go home and be with my parents so bad. i was having a great day knowing that tomorrow is st patty's day but ( Read more... )

this is so true about me!!!


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Hey everyone i miss you all. i wish that you were with me all here and drinking with me. i hope that everyone gets back to school ok. and p.s. thanks bradon the condoms and the tampons are still on out cellings so you need to get them off. but oh well i can't do shit. talkto you all later. bye katie