120. If I don't think about it too much, I'm ok.
Very blue today. I don't really know how much longer I can go on existing with false hopes and no definitive purpose in my life. What does it feel like to be content, to be needed, to have means to approach & achieve aspirations?

It almost feels as if this is all a struggle; a war not worth fighting.

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I realized that some people from a few communities that I read have been trying to add me as a friend. I haven't blogged since around 2006/2007, but I'm an active user because of... well, communities ( Read more... )

6/2/2004.
Back surgery.

It's been two years. Wow.