4 long years and you put your heart and soul into something, and in return you basically have teachers spit in your face. it doesn't matter that you were left in charge, it doesn't matter that you spent more time doing shit than anyone else, it matters how long you spent talking to teachers. so what if I didn't kiss arter's ass? or suck up to D? ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in ages. nothing's really new I guess. brian was being nice to me for a while then became an ass cuz he's got a new victim to destroy, poor girl. it's been an odd few weeks, I'm not really sure how I feel. life's just too weird right now.

I hate my emotions. I do'nt want them anymore. My happiness feels false, my sadness is everpresent, and I hate it. I get stressed at work and then janice complains about longwood and I flip. My dad tries to care, but he needs to know when to just let me spazz about a problem and not try to fix it. I hate being home on weekends. My mom only ( Read more... )

I really don't knwo why Ikeep this thing, I never check it or update it. life is life as usual. nothing big. nothing new. just blah. I really don't know what to do with myself when I'm alone :-/

So, I'm guessing by now pretty much everyone has heard that Allison and Charlie were in a car accident today. I've heard two stories about people's condition. According to Ian (Allison's little brother) they are both fine, just shaken up. According to my friend who was on the scene (he's a fire fighter) Allison was shaken up but Charlie was in ( Read more... )

So, now I'm passing chem and I can go back to work. I haven't been there for a few weeks, almost a month I think. I miss work. I played Gears of War with Brandon and Brian the other day. I love videogames. A lot. yay carnage! bus 86 is going very slow around my street and I don't know why. wtf. My hair is blue.

Thank You For Smoking came out on DVD today. I kind of really want it. Most of my holiday wish list this year is going to be dvds. It's so strange, last year I didn't want anything at all, just to spend time with people I love. Now, I was movies and music like crazy and half the time I don't want to feel anymore. Amazing how much can change in ( Read more... )

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I'm surprised I'm not dead yet. I haven't really slept for a longgggggggg time. I've had to work a lot, which sucks, but atleast I'm only at Century 4 days a week now, though I like that job much much better. I was thinking about buying a car, I don't know why cuz I have Diana's and I'll be getting Janice's when she gets a new one in about a ( Read more... )

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