this weekend was such a rush of different emotions. in retrospect, i think that il think of a few incidents that defined the weekend. the biology thing obviously was very...dissapointing. luckily my parents actually didnt explode as much as i expected them to. and so after talking to teachers i now fully realize just how hard april will be. in ( Read more... )

what a tiring week ( Read more... )

everything i expected and more ( Read more... )

im really glad that this weekend went well; not just for me, but for the team as a whole. specifically for me though, its just what i needed. even though there were some things i can get angry about and bog myself down for, im still happy with how i did.

it was the type of thought provoking night that made me forget about who i was at this moment in time - and focus on what lay ahead. its just so surreal sometimes, like a different world, that when you actually start up your life again, studying for the math test, it seems almost absurd to think about. but here i am, thinking.

as i finished watching the orange bowl - all 5 hours of it - i realized that tomorrow i had school. that tonight was effectively a "school night." this break was odd. for starters, it was a break that didn't involve a report card, oddly enough, as it never came in the mail. it was a break that made me realize things about my family, my friends, and ( Read more... )

interesting...kind of awkward though...


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it's a good feeling when you get rewarded for hard work. you all have probably read the tournement summary, and how mvt rocked, but i will say that dobson was easily my best tournement ever. i guess that at the beginning of this year i told myself that my attitude towards school and speech would be different, and these first 2 1/2 months have been ( Read more... )

life really blows right now.

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