Its both amusing and frightening to me that we are both still as alike as we have always been. I don't know if that means that I have not changed as much as I feel I have or if you just don't realize the things I have come to understand
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Forget you? :) how could I. You were such an important part of my life and my support system. I won't ever forget you. My only regret is that I'm not able to speak with you as much or as freely as we used to. Though I'm so freakin excited you responded at all and that you remember me too. I was really hesitant to post at all, but then I felt like I just had to reach out, like, 'screw it all if she's forgotten or hates me, that's my friend.' And you always will be
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Its so good to know that you've missed me and thought of me. I thought for sure when I disappeared that that would be the end of our friendship... I know its not much, but ill give you a summary of my life since then. I'm sure you can deduce that my absence has been my parents' doing. They found out I was talking to you guys again and my attendance at uni was threatened since they're paying half my way. I couldn't risk losing my place at school... so even though I probably could have kept on talking to y'all (since the main reason they were pissed was because of that brief time Sai and I were together again, and the day they confronted me was the day we broke up again lol) I decided my future wasn't something I needed to risk. I got really depressed. It was hard for me to make friends, and the ones I had weren't very close. I was feeling fairly... suicidal
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