I could have really used to hear your voice tonight. New year's has not started out well for me, pretty much a repeat of last year. I knew, in my heart and soul that you were avoiding me and that something would happened at this funeral. New Year, same old Amanda. I actually told myself that maybe something had changed about you and that I should give you chance number fucking I don't know, there have been too many. Yes, I'm hurt and betrayed, yet again. Guess I was just your rebound boy to make yourself feel better. So much for the talk of friendship and being there for each other. I have always been there for you when you needed me, but when I need you, to listen you're not there. Or respond to calls, messages or texts. You have the number, you tell me. I'll accept nothing more than the truth and complete honesty. I have deserved and have earned that countless times over. I don't know if I want to still except your gifts.
For your information, I never rebounded to you. I told you that we were just friends and to not expect anything more or less, did I not? Now go back to your playmates and do not speak to me unless you can keep a civil tongue and a lack of jealousy. My life is my life and I will live it how I choose. I certainly don't stop you from doing what you choose to do now. Now, like I have said before, we are always friends first and foremost. But that's all. Don't forget that.
Dude, if it's likely you'll be in the Greenville area between now and the twelfth, lemme know and we can hang out. I'm on leave right now and I go back the thirteenth.
Ruri! I haven't seen/heard from you in forever! We definitely gotta hang out before you go back. Email me or something so I can give you my cell phone number. Man, I've missed you!
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