[Drabble] His Happiness
Title: His Happiness
Pairing: Juntoshi (one-sided)
Rating: PG
Author: chellie
Summary: “Hours from now, you will be the man who took away that happiness. You could've just been happy for them.”
Warning/Note: Prompted by the recent events aka Ohno's dating rumor.
- Now..
“Tell me you didn't do it,” Nino said, breaking the silence in the greenroom. “Tell me you didn't do it, Jun.”
Jun was alone with Nino and none of them have said a word when they both came in that morning. Sho and Aiba were in another location and Ohno was most probably in Johnny's office, dealing with the damage control.
“I did it,” Jun said, feeling good and bad at the same time. He was an awful human being.
Months ago..
“She's nice, Ohno-san. We're all happy for you,” Sho said.
They were heading to another bar right after they had dropped off Ohno's girlfriend in her house.
Jun stole a glance at Ohno; their leader was smiling so brightly, his eyes were glowing, and he looked so blissful. For one known reason, he wanted to be the reason why Ohno felt so happy the past few months.
Jun was in love with their leader. His leader.
Four weeks ago..
“Do you know any good spas?” Ohno asked, busy, looking at his phone.
Sho was the first one to respond.
“I do, but it's almost always fully booked.”
“Hmm.. How 'bout you, Jun? Do you know any?”
Jun put down his script.
“Yeah, I---”
He paused. He was about to say something that he would regret weeks from that day.
“I do, actually. I'll send you a link later.”
“Thanks!” Ohno said with a smile. “I need to loosen up a bit.”
“For all I know, you're taking that girl with you,” Jun thought silently. “Loosen up, huh?”
Three weeks ago..
In some office..
“Boss, I think we're about to get a good scoop. Someone just sent us this email. The subject is 'Ohno Satoshi GF Spa Date.”
Now..
“Jun, I hope it makes you happy.. Ohno-san is probably being grilled by Johnny-san right now along with his manager and you know what happens after that. Remember what happened to Sho-kun and Maki-chan? They didn't even have pictures, just some article. Now, Maki-chan's married to some other guy and Sho is drowning himself with work.”
Jun looked away from Nino's loathing gaze and the latter wasn't even done.
“How could you be so selfish? You know very well how long Leader waited for a girl like her. He's never been this happy and what did you do? Hours from now, you will be the man who took away that happiness. You could've just been happy for them.”
He decided not to talk back. Nino grabbed his pack of cigarettes and stepped outside.
Jun unlocked his phone and started typing a message for Leader. And it started with..
“I'm so sorry.”
end.
A/N//P/N: I know that, as a fan, I should be happy and wish the boys all the happiness in the world and accept the fact that they have lives and that they are normal human beings-- and I AM HAPPY FOR THEM AND ALL BUT-- I will not deny that I have been butthurt and it took me while (like more than 24hours while) to get over it and accept the fact that Ohno does have a girlfriend and is probably living with her. It's just that I cannot tell myself how to feel. I probably wouldn't have been as affected if it were Jun, Sho, Nino, or Aiba who had those pictures, considering that Ohno has been my ichiban for six years. /Sighs/ Sorry. I hope I'm not classified as a 'bad fan'. I still do love Ohno with all my heart and I hope that's all that matters.