Best friends means I pull the trigger....

Nov 14, 2009 21:29

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I hope you don't mind England replying. n_n hetarisu November 15 2009, 07:50:01 UTC
When I read this, I thought I was reading one of mine--I mean Emi's little entries ( ... )

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Re: I hope you don't mind England replying. n_n shinigamiallie November 15 2009, 08:03:23 UTC
Oh! England...it's a pleasure...

...but you see.... the girl I'm into is a lot younger than me...and smarter than me....and cuter than me.... she's talented and she likes all the same things I do... she got me into the anime you're in so I actually know who you are and personally....I really dont think I have a chance in hell. ^^; I'm just the older stupid person who worships from afar. Little does she know that she's everything I wish I was in highschool and I'm just honored to be considered a friend.

And tell Ems, that I'm super glad someone knows how I feel...it's actually embarassing, but I was raised as a guy (hunting, climbing trees, etc) and then after my brother was born I was expected to be a 'lady' (wearing dresses, going to my grandfathers yacht club meetings, etc) so it's been a rollercoaster of emotion since then. o.o;;;

P.S. Agreed..........*lmao* Whenever you can co visit the Flying Saucer, you'll love it!

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Oh, Ems, you're daft, yet adorable. hetarisu November 15 2009, 08:12:17 UTC
I hope you know that she can rival me in being a blushing, flustered moron. x'D

Geez...she is currently kind of in shock and bliss right now. Don't worry. She's so silly. 8D

Furthermore, would you like my honest opinion and perspective? I apologize. I know I am a third party, but I'd like to assist this situation. You have a chance. A high chance. I say go for it! She really isn't that bad. Kind of shy, but you can get her to open up, I'm sure.

Emi's childhood is kind of...can we call it conflicting? But I am sure you two can swap stories of trouble pasts together and all will be glorious.

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Re: Oh, Ems, you're daft, yet adorable. shinigamiallie November 15 2009, 08:20:52 UTC
lol....yes, but England you see... and I'm glad I'm talking to you (because it makes it easier)...

I can't just tell her I like her...because then she'll never talk to me again, that's just how I see it. Um, I mean....I might embarass her or something and run her off, right? *shrugs* See I have this problem and if I ever told her these things directly....I'd freeze up. I mean I joke around about liking her...but if she knew that I really did? Damn, she'd never speak to me again. -.-;;

I've NEVER fucking been like that....ya know, the no confidence thing? I don't know what it is about her...normally I have so much confidance it's obnoxious...I think I'm better than whoever I like, but this is completely different...I've never felt like this before...with her I just want to be accepted...want to be half as cool. It's so weird and I'm really embarassed to admit it.

v_v; oh my god...I just realized I was talking to a fictional character.

Lmao....I am a bit smashed aren't I?

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