I kinda forgot this place exhisted... Theres been so much going on in my head lately. Every1 has there flaws everyone has there faults. Im not saying hes perfict by any meens but I am saying Hes the one. Im ready for our life to begin. Were I ends and we begins! Im not saying that its time yet...Im just saying my heart is ready. And to be quite ( Read more... )

Hes pretty much like no one I've ever met and that's a good thing! 9/13/09 were "official" and I'm scared shitless.

life has been a pile of shit lately..but ive decided that things are gonna start looking up. life is to short to not be happy. Im gonna love the people that love me and forget the rest. I dont need you silly drama when i have real shit of my own. Sometimes you gotta get alittle wet in the rain while you waiting on some sunshine..but the rains not ( Read more... )

Guys are driving me up a wall...today a guy that im talking to asked me if i wanted to go camping june 28th..me camping hahahahahahaha like in a tent yea fucken right. Hes got no clue..besides i barely know him...i cant figure him out?? and he deff doesnt have me figured me out!

Sometimes it just seems so unreal. I cant wrap my head around what i have accomplished. -140 lbs its time to celebrate and enjoy all my hard work! The end of this journey couldn't have come at a better time. My 23rd bday is in 2 weeks. This birthday shall be an extra special celebration of all the changes Ive made this past year. A re-birth of ( Read more... )

Im not sure what im doing..but im gonna have fun doing it??? Life is so different now. Im the same person but not at all... its hard to belive how in 10 months i could change so much. Im having a hard time adjusting..my dad is having a hard time adjusting..lol hes not use to seeing me so skinny..and what he refers to as half naked all the time..lol ( Read more... )

im in a good mood!

I had to have emergency surgery yesterday to remove the infection in my abdomen from my tummy tuck. Staph and strep infection. ugh a double whammy. Surprisingly I'm feel rather well for being cut open again yesterday. Hopefully things heal up right this time so i can get back to being Julie.

How shallow theses people be to judge me ( Read more... )

home from the hospital..doing ok very sore... but to be expected right? Hope we have a speedy recovery so i can get back to life..and so i can stop being so sore...and stop relying in others i hate not being able to do thinks for myself