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my last post was kind of scary. i read it over and it relly was. so im sorry for that ( Read more... )

right now i just want to fall over and die. no, not even that. i want to jump out of my window, roll down my roof, fall to the ground, and break my neck in two. why? cuz my dad is a fucknig bag of shit. everythnig he says is a fucknig lie. he promised me that we would spend some time together this weekend. bnut ghe decided that it "wasnt worht his ( Read more... )

i want something more than this. i want to live out my life to the fullest. i want to be one of those trouble making kids that is never at home. i want to escape the confindes of this house and break out into the real world. i dont care the consequences. i just want to LIVE. i want to BREATHE. i want to run and never stop. i just want to get out. ( Read more... )

i remember how everyword you spoke
made me smile for hours on end.
and through all of the hard times
you would be there to keep me safe.
but things have changed
and now everytime you pass me
youre silent and blank
and it breaks my heart a thousand times
with every moment you avoid my eyes.
and with every step you take away from me
i can feel my heart ( Read more... )

_______: This is a tribute to all the people that died on 9/11 ( Read more... )

the first day of school was today. and it was alot of fun. no joke. it was a good day. its weird cuz i dont really feel like i ever left. it feels like i just got back from spring break or something..no not that. i guess it just feels like normal. but it was a good day and Adays are my official favorite now. hah i dont even need tomorrow. Adays are ( Read more... )

tonight has just been one of those emo type of nights. theres no real reason for it..thats just the way it is tonight. its just the way i am. i can wake up perfectly normal in the morning and by nightfall i am spewing dark lyrics and imagining death. thats just how i am i suppose ( Read more... )

Walk up in da club like you think you nice
Walking all around like you cold as ice
Looking at your booty makes me want to touch it
Thinking about your hole makes me want to munch it
You know my Cady's parked just right outsriiiide
You know your booty want to go for a riiiiiide
We bout to drive around and I'll show you the city
I even might reach over ( Read more... )

im blasting music so loud i cant even make out the word right now. and i love it. its days like these that i live for. sometimes being alone can be really refreshing and i adore it. tomorrow im suppsed to hang out with sterling. im really excited cuz i havent seen him since before school let out. so itll be fun ( Read more... )