i am home! last night i had a wonderful evening with mr. erik elmlund. i missed him a lot. today erik and i are going pet shopping together. we are buying a duck and i am so excited i can't stand it. i want to go now ( Read more... )

k hi! i am in tempe arizona right now, and have been for the past couple of days. it is beautiful here. you are so jealous. i have spent most of my time with my good friend melissa rascona. thank you very much for showing me a good time! it has been about 80 degrees every day, and ive spent every afternoon at the pool. i couldn't be any happier. i ( Read more... )

today i officially ordered my prom dress. i have never been so excited in my life. madeline and i found a condo for the six of us to stay at for the weekend in ocean city. it is perfect. right on the beach. i can not wait. erik is coming over for a little while tonight. i'm really nervous. arizona in five days. hopefuly i'll be able to spend some ( Read more... )

and when i say "let's keep in touch", i hope you know i mean, "i wish that you'd grow up". this is the first song for your mix tape. and it's short, just like your temper. some what golden, like the afternoons we used to spend, before you got too cool.

hello! and happy saint patrick's day! i pinched david blattner for not wearing green today, and he slapped me in the face. i'm not joking. kristen and i went out to breakfast this morning at dunkin donuts, and we were stalked by the janitor. he kept telling me to lift up my legs (i was wearing a skirt) so he could bend over and mop undernethe of us ( Read more... )

last night erik and i took a long drive out into the country. it is like a different world out there. the sky is clear, and everything is calm. i have never seen so many stars in my life. he wrapped me up in blankets and we sat out and watched the stars. i was overcome with emotion. sometimes life is really beautiful. he stopped me from shaking. ( Read more... )

today was the most beautiful day i have seen in a long time. the weather was perfect. EVERYTHING was perfect. i woke up to a text message saying "look at the roads this morning." a certain boy had taken chalk and written two messages on the road, along my way to school. one of them said "I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU" and the other "NEW BEGINNINGS". this ( Read more... )

today i had to decide my major to tell the university of arizona. it was really difficult for me to decide, because i never pictured myself doing anything other than dancing. i finally decided to declare pre-med as my major so that i can go on to study forensic pyschology and become a pysciatrist. that seems to be the only thing i am really ( Read more... )

forget the letters that i kept. this is another i won't send. if everything were up to me i would be gone by the first light. the first sight of hope i'd be packed up and out on my way. you were the last good thing about this part of town. how does it feel to be on the recieving end of this one? it's true. the trick is complete. you've become ( Read more... )