Mar 06, 2005 18:15
today i had to decide my major to tell the university of arizona. it was really difficult for me to decide, because i never pictured myself doing anything other than dancing. i finally decided to declare pre-med as my major so that i can go on to study forensic pyschology and become a pysciatrist. that seems to be the only thing i am really interested in, and i think it would make for an interesting occupation.
life seems to be looking up. my stress is slowly dissapearing. i even met a boy today. his name is erik. he makes me nervous in all the right ways. i hope that he calls. i have a cold, which has left me extremely tired. i slept half of the weekend away.
i wish i got to spend more time with randi. she has proven to be a really genuine person, and friend. i am ready for spring. i can't stand any more cold weather. it is supposed to be 75 degrees tomorow in arizona. only eighteen more days! i really wish that my parents would stop fighting. it is making me upset. have a great night.
i'm starting to fashion an idea in my head, where i would impress you with every single word i said. i'd come off insightful, or brave, or smooth, or charming. and you'd want to call me. and i would be there everytime, you need me. i'd be there every time. but for now, i'll look so longingly, waiting for you want me. for you to need me. for you to notice me.