damn.. my moms on a fucking bitch trip. An i cant believe i have to move to california over it: / everything i know is in vegas. cali's a good place to visit but i dont wanna live there ..expecially in the fucking boones! but i have to make the best of it for now.. and STOCK UP on weed and pills before i get down there incase i cant find any " ( Read more... )

well im back to piss & moan... i hate being alone..its the worst feeling in the world..but yet when i have someone..i let them slip right through my fingers..and now when i really really really like someone.. theyre looking for "a new breed" wtf is that? who needs new faces when youve got one right here? when am i gonna be happy again? why cant i ( Read more... )

hey you guys.. im deleting my journal.. so like.. i practically see all of you guys at shows and what not.. but if i dont give me your # or something if you still want to keep in touch.. so yea..by everyone.
peace love & harmony
chelsea a. james

:sigh: im so sad.. and i hate that i cant talk to anyone about my problems..because i hafta worry about stupid freakin idiots spread my business .. i dont even know why i have this journal.. i cant say my true feelings on it because just anyone could read it and just anyone could say what they want about it.. its stupid ( Read more... )

dood like all of my boyfriends never hae time for me??? wut theF man! theyre always too busy or too far away.. ghey!! fucken guys.. always putting people down and shit.. ohyea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11hahaha and! i guess according to brynn im pregnant??? haha we havent even had sex and im pregnant... sweetie.. im not you :D so keep to yourself if you dont ( Read more... )

: C so im not going to prom : / figures i guess..whatever though..its stupid to be sad over..im just sorta bummed ya know.. but anyway, i hella hope i get to go to cali with brad and kayla and some other kids for the warsaw show..but i dunno if i can take work off : / i hella just wanna quit..no lie..i think i might.. well i KNOW i WILL eventually ( Read more... )

welp.. were leaving cali today :( . i mean its not gonna be that bad goin back to vegas i mean its myh ome..wher all my friends are.. but like ..it was SO! freakin nice to not have to deal with drama..drama that isnt even important.. but when we go back were gonna hafta deal with it 10x more cause for some reason me and kayla hafta back ourselves ( Read more... )

i fucking miss you girl! i havent hung out with ya in ages! so we should try and do something about that yo..

haha..well this cheered me up! :D

ok dood.. not that it matters, but just so you guys stop lying about me ill tell you what happen..i was talking to max and kayla and then she tells me that brad asked her on a date and bought her a surfboard..then max IMs me and is liek.."oh im sorry i didnt tell you and dadada" while im talking to him he told me he called brynn and asked her if ( Read more... )