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Well, I find myself awake once more, and I'm restless, wondering when life will pull together again. Searching for motivation. I am not unhappy or discontent, just a little disappointed in myself. Disappointed for not being more aggressive in my job search, being a procrastinator as usual. I'm feeling creative, however which is a rare occurence ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a long day.....got up at 4am. I'm not sure why, I just can't seem to sleep more than 7 hours. I've been going to sleep around 9 or 10 at night...so that must be the culprit. (duh) Anyhow..my phone died yesterday and my phone charger is about 30 mins away at a friend's house. My late fiance's parents were in town (whom I'm very ( Read more... )

I’ve never known love, quite like this before ( Read more... )

This was a random entry I had typed on the notepad ( Read more... )

feet ache. why? because I have a laptop that I have to stand in my kitchen to use. ugh! it's a 2002 gateway.i want a new computer pronto. i don't have wireless internet, and beyond that. it has to remain plugged in, or it will die in about 2 mins. i basically spend at least 2 hours online or on the computer each day. to my best estimate, i can ( Read more... )