I am your one true love
My head is filled with doves
By doves I mean your love
And by love I mean you breaking up with me


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You really did put yourself between a bullet and a target. You knew the way you were treating me wasn't going to satisfy me or make me happy. You set yourself up, how could you think I wasn't going to snap? Every time I try to discuss the situation you say I'm getting on your nerves or to please stop. I have so many questions. I'm really hurt and ( Read more... )

"Just when it seems like you've got everything balanced, you find yourself struggling with a friend or someone close in your family. If you can stay cool, everything will blow over ( Read more... )

I seriously think I need to be prescribed to small doses of Xanax or something. I'm way strung out and I freak out about shit that I shouldn't even think twice about. Then when I think about it I realize that I'm acting like a psycho bitch adn it's really embarrassing. I just have this crazy fear that if I don't try and stop whatever is driving me ( Read more... )

My summer seemed to really begin at the end of July. So the beginning is the end at the same time. I've been aware of this but I guess I just sat back and watched it all roll by. I don't know how it would have treated me much differently though. I've met some new people and reacquainted with a few old ones, too. All at the same time, nothing feels ( Read more... )

"Friendships don't necessarily last forever. They're a balance of give and take, and if all you do is give and all she does is take, it's time to cut the cord."


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i'm going to key west with my parents next week and it's pathetic how excited i am. we haven't been away on vacation in 2 years!! i can't wait to go away and not worry about this stupid city. i hope i can really escape. i'm on a mini-diet so that i have a nice beach-bod and i can fill my stomach back up when we're out eating every night. it's weird ( Read more... )

I refuse to change who I am, what I do, how I act, or how I feel, to gain anybody's attention or friendship. You may conform to a person or group or whatever seems to be awesome and appealing and "there" at the time, but I choose to remain the same. I want to be thought of, included, and respected not only when I am there and already in the mix but ( Read more... )

okay...

- i'm out of a loop, i'm not sure which loop exactly..
- this summer almost feels like a jail cell
- Weeds is almost the only thing that makes me happy
- JT jokes about closing the tanning salon, but i don't think he's joking
- i miss you like a bitch and i bet you don't think about me

there's really no time to be trippin' on me.

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