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i want to take this class so bad.
Songwriting for Commercial Music ( Read more... ) -
A good thing!
I'm getting my hair braided Monday for $65! WOOT for Craigslist and cheap braiders! Now let's just hope she's fast. I do not want to be sitting for 223879872873 hours! -
I am so sick of living with my mom.
I really am. I really hope I can move out within a year. She's just so annoying! She comes home from work and immediately comes straight to where ever I am. She expects me to want to talk all the time and she gets mad at me when I don't want to be bothered. She wants me to eat with her, watch tv with her, entertain her, and just always be there. I ( Read more... ) -
rent
Ugh. Today I had to write a check for $509.50 for our shitty apartment. I wanted to puke. It made me want to cry. That is way too much for where we live and what we have. We can't even get anything fixed if it breaks, but they can raise our rent every year like clockwork! It goes up $100 a year. We need to move STAT ( Read more... ) -
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I'm getting better at this! Yay ( Read more... ) -
I'm scaring myself right now.
I'm waiting for my mom to get home and I cannot stop shaking. I feel like I'm gonna cry and I am so so sad. I really hope she gets home soon because being alone is not a good idea. Not at all. -
I'm beautifully broken and I don't mind if you know it
Depression is a bitch.
I was fine all day yesterday until I sent a text to my sister about some money she owes me. See, she made a bill for me that was over $1000. She was supposed to pay the majority of it. She has not. She has paid about $400. This was the last month it was due. Did she pay it? No. Who did? I did. I paid it with the money I was ( Read more... ) -
i'm moving!
I am so excited. I don't want to say where just yet, but I am moving out of California. This is such a huge step, but I am ready for it. I hate where I am now so much. I hate my job. I have nothing keeping me here! I can't wait to move. -
I always say I'm gonna post more, but I never do.
I'm so bad at this! LOL OK, this is something I wrote on 11/11/08 ( Read more... ) -
Depression.
I just really need to let it all out right now.
I am going through the worst time with depression in my life. 2008 has been the worst year ever for me. NOTHING is going right for me. My life is a wreck and I have no idea about how to fix it, and the only way I see about how to fix it is not good at all. I just feel like crying all the time. I hate ( Read more... )