we have lost the ability to make each other laugh

[shatteredxglass]

I spent Monday night and Tuesday freaking out a little. I missed him and I felt highly compelled to call him. But I didn't let myself. I kept trying to talk myself out of missing him. Telling myself that after everything that happened I should be glad not to have contact with him. But feelings just don't work that way. I'm accepting that I

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[greent23]

"I can see why not talking for awhile would be a good idea. It's just too hard right now to keep emotions at bay and have a reasonable perspective."

I am really grasping this one right now myself.

[trashrobot]

You and I are kinda in the same boat babe, 'cept my ex refuses to speak to me. Which is probably even better. I think chazz need medication for ADD. When I get off restriction I'm gonna come visit you and we will do seomthing fun. And hugs,hugs,hugs.