There was No Hope
Title: There was No Hope
Author: Shattered Tenshi
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: JE
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Yokoo Wataru x Fujigaya Taisuke, Yokoo Wataru x Kitayama Hiromitsu, Kitayama Hiromitsu x Fujigaya Taisuke
Warnings: Angst, lots of unrequited love
Notes: As requested by/dedicated to kira_shadow.
From the Beginning | There was No Hope | Only Despair | And With No Love | Where is the Happiness | For the Three of Us
There was No Hope
By Shattered Tenshi
To be honest, Taisuke wanted to regret his decision at times. It wasn't as easy as he thought it would be. To be able to touch Wataru, to be able to be in Wataru's arms, to be able to kiss Wataru. It meant too much to him though. No matter how much it hurt, he didn't want to go back to before.
There were things he couldn't ignore though. Despite this game of pretending that was going on, they weren't able to hold back everything. Taisuke couldn't help but think about Wataru while he was with Hiromitsu, and he knew Wataru would still keep on looking at Hiromitsu in the changing room.
Things like that made Taisuke's heart ache, but it was his suggestion, his choice that they got into this. Therefore, he could only accept all these. Even though Wataru didn't love him like he loved the other, just as long as Wataru paid attention to him and he was somewhere inside the other's heart, it was okay.
Taisuke couldn't help but want more though at times. He did his best when he was out on dates with Hiromitsu, so why wouldn't Wataru do the same? They've been out on official dates for three times already, but Wataru had yet to kiss him properly once and do more than that.
Chaste kisses on his forehead, just holding hands, Taisuke was getting tired of that. He wanted more from Wataru. He wanted to Wataru to really kiss him, to hold him in his arms, to take him, to make him his. He wanted to experience all those things with Wataru before letting Hiromitsu touch him.
It was only normal to think that right? Wataru was the one he loved, so it was natural for him to think that way. It was a little unfair to Hiromitsu, but there was no way he was going to change his mind. About certain things, Taisuke knew he could be quite stubborn. He couldn't deny that.
That's why they were at a club right now. Leaning over the counter, Taisuke ordered a drink from the bartender and watched as Wataru did the same. He wondered if Wataru knew what he was thinking. He usually wouldn't invite people to go to clubs or get a drink after all.
Taisuke knew he needed it though. He needed the alcohol otherwise he wouldn't dare to touch Wataru even though he wanted to. He needed to get tipsy to gain courage, but not drunk enough to forget about everything. That was his plan anyways. He wasn't sure how much of it he'll actually follow.
Once the bartender handed him his drink, Taisuke gave the other a small, almost flirty smile and immediately took a sip. He couldn't taste the alcohol, but that doesn't mean it was a harmless drink. He shifted his stool closer to Wataru and murmured, "It's my first time coming..."
Wataru, who had also received his drink, raised an eyebrow. "Here or a club in general?" Even though Taisuke had moved closer to him, he didn't do much in response at all and just swallowed more of his drink, head bobbing slightly to the music blasting out.
Taisuke bit back a pout and replied, "In general. I've been to bars and all that, but an actual club with a dance floor..." He looked out at the crowed. "It's my first time." He glanced at Wataru, wondering how the other would react hearing that. Would it mean anything to the other?
Unfortunately, Wataru just chuckled, a small reaction in Taisuke's opinion. "Really? I'll have to make sure you enjoy yourself tonight then, Tai-chan. A club is a really fun place~" Taisuke couldn't help but wonder if what Wataru said promised enjoyment for him off the dance floor as well.
A light blush appeared on Taisuke's cheeks as he questioned himself where that thought had come from. He quickly swallowed more of his drink, coughing a little before standing up and tugging on Wataru's arm, "Since you said that, come and dance with me, Wataru~"
Chuckling again, Wataru downed more of his drink and put the glass back on the counter top, letting Taisuke pull him into the crowd. Once they were among people though, Wataru didn't make a move to step closer to Taisuke or to make Taisuke come closer either. As if they were just friends on the dance floor.
Taisuke tried not to think too much about it, but he couldn't help it. Yes, it was a game of pretending, but this game have rules, rules that Wataru should follow. Rules that Wataru definitely wasn't thinking about right now. They were supposed to be boyfriends, lovers, yet right now, they weren't anything.
His body swaying to the music only subconsciously, Taisuke tried to move closer to Wataru, but found himself stiffening in response. It seemed like he still hadn't consumed enough alcohol yet to find the courage that he needed. It would be weird if he went back so quickly to the bar though.
Swallowing, Taisuke gave Wataru a smile when the other looked his way and decided he'll dance to a few more songs. He'll just lose himself in the music for now. He was quite successful for some minutes until he felt someone pressing up against him from behind.
There was no mistaking the softness of female's breasts against his back. Taisuke squirmed a little uncomfortably and tried to step away as well as he could in the dancing crowd. At the same time, he looked over at Wataru to see if the other noticed and would do anything.
Except, Taisuke only felt disappointment yet again. Wataru was looking somewhere else and when Taisuke looked into that direction, he saw a head of light brown hair that reminded him of the shade of Hiromitsu's hair. Was Wataru thinking the same thing? Taisuke's heart cracked slightly in response.
Taisuke wanted Wataru's attention on him, and on him only. This was their date, and he didn't want Wataru to be thinking of anyone else. Even if he thinks of Hiromitsu, at least pay attention to him at the same time? Wataru was too far away, so far away that it hurt.
A second later, Taisuke found himself grabbing Wataru's wrist and tugging the other back towards the bar. "I want another drink~" he called out towards the bartender, an explanation to Wataru at the same time. "Give me something that you think I would like~"
Wataru looked guilty for a moment, but that might have been Taisuke's imagination. He wrapped an arm around Taisuke's shoulders and pressed a kiss on his temple. "Don't drink so much so fast, Tai-chan," he murmured into Taisuke's ear. "You'll get drunk, okay?"
That was just his intention, but Wataru didn't need to know that. Wataru might be smart, but he was always quite slow at times about certain subjects. Taisuke just smiled at the other. "Don’t worry. I'll be fine." That was a blatant lie and Wataru should know that as well.
When the bartender handed Taisuke his new drink though, Wataru ended up not saying anything and just let Taisuke drink, getting a drink himself as well. A few sips later, Taisuke could already feel that familiar buzz in his head, signalling soon-to-come limit. He could feel himself becoming slightly bolder already.
"Ne, Wataru, want to try the drink? It tastes interesting~" Before Wataru could reply, Taisuke had already taken another sip and with the liquid still inside his mouth, he pressed his lips against Wataru's, hoping the other would respond. He put down the glass and wrapped his arms around Wataru's neck.
Wataru let out a sound of surprise, but he did reply, parting his lips so the alcohol could flow from Taisuke's mouth to his. He wrapped his arms around Taisuke's waist and pulled the other closer. Even when he had swallowed the liquid, he continued to kiss Taisuke, pushing his tongue between the other's lips.
When Taisuke pulled back, needing a breath of air, he was sure his cheeks were flushed, from both the kiss and the alcohol. There was a small, pleased smile on his lips, glad that Wataru had responded properly, instead of light kisses that they had shared before.
"Ne, let's go back to the dance floor," Taisuke murmured, "and really, really dance this time." He pressed himself closer to Wataru and rolled his hips, making Wataru groan in response. Burying his face against the crook of Wataru's neck, Taisuke found himself extremely thankful for the alcohol.
Just when Taisuke thought of moving, it was Wataru who pulled the younger one to the dance floor, pressing their bodies close together as they moved to the music. Taisuke made a small sound, not expecting this at all, but of course, he wasn't going to complain.
Whether Wataru initiated this because he wanted to be a good boyfriend or just suddenly felt lustful, Taisuke wasn't sure. He wasn't going to think about it though, and wanted to just focus on Wataru and how close the other was. If he think too much, he knew his heart was going to hurt again.
That's why Taisuke closed his eyes and let his body move to the music, grinding his hips against Wataru's playfully and wrapping his arms around the other's neck. He giggled into Wataru's ear and bit on the other's earlobe teasingly, smiling when Wataru moaned in response.
Taisuke could feel Wataru's hands starting to travel, touching all over his body. He whimpered softly before doing the same to Wataru, sneaking a hand underneath Wataru's shirt to touch the skin he found there. It was definitely because of the alcohol he managed to do that.
Perhaps their actions caught other people's attention or Taisuke was moaning a little louder than he thought. He could feel gazes on them, and he swore the hand that touched his butt right now wasn't Wataru's. He squirmed and opted to press closer against Wataru, hoping people would get the idea.
Wataru seemed to have noticed this time though and started to move them away from the crowd slowly, until Taisuke's back hit a wall. That made Taisuke's heart skip a beat, and he wondered if Wataru was finally caring. "I don't want anyone else touching you..." Wataru growled.
Whether Wataru was telling the truth or not, Taisuke tried not to think about it. He just rolled his hips against Wataru, wanting to feel more of the other. "I want more, Wataru..." he said with a small purr, digging his nails into the skin of Wataru's back lightly.
"That hurts," Wataru hissed softly. He didn't stop what he was doing though and leaned forward, burying his face against Taisuke's neck. Smirking, he dragged his tongue against Taisuke's exposed skin, nibbling every now and then. In response, there was goosebumps forming on Taisuke's skin.
Pulling his hands out from below Wataru's shirt, Taisuke tangled his fingers into the other's hair. He made Wataru look up and crushed their lips. The teasing was getting too much and he wanted more. Taking the initiative, he pushed his tongue through Wataru's lips, inviting the other to deepen the kiss.
That's just what Wataru did. Kissing and kissing, Taisuke was almost sure they had been doing that forever. He was running out of breath, but Wataru still didn't pull back. He arched his back away from the wall, and grinded himself against the other, knowing this wasn't going to be enough.
By the time Wataru pulled back, Taisuke was breathing heavily, standing only because Wataru was still holding on to him. "Let's go somewhere with more privacy?" Wataru breathed into his ear, while flicking his tongue against his earlobe. Taisuke shivered and could only nod in response.
Without warning, Wataru placed an arm under Taisuke's knees and carried the other. Taisuke's cheeks darkened more if possible and just buried his face in the crook of Wataru's neck, hoping that no one among the crowd would recognize them in the dim lights of the club.
The next thing Taisuke knew, they were in a washroom stall together and Wataru was putting him down. He didn't get a chance to say anything before Wataru crushed their lips together, hand slipping under his shirt and touching his skin teasingly with his cool fingers.
Taisuke whimpered into the kiss and tugged on Wataru's shirt, wanting to feel more of the other. Luckily, Wataru understood his actions, and a few seconds later, both their shirts were on the ground. If his mind was clear, Taisuke would worry about other people noticing that, but he obviously wasn't thinking at the moment.
"You're so eager, Tai-chan," Wataru murmured after breaking their kiss. He trailed his lips downwards and started to nibble on Taisuke's collarbone before biting down hard enough to left a mark. When Taisuke let out a short cry of pain, Wataru licked the spot as if to apologize.
As Wataru's hands wandered around, Taisuke just made incoherent sounds, the only word leaving his lips being the other's name. Whether his mind was coherent or not, there was no way he would explain to Wataru why he was this eager. He believed though, Wataru already knew why.
Somehow, Taisuke wasn't sure when, Wataru had undone his jeans and pushed it down past his hipbones. He whimpered as Wataru tugged on him harshly, feeling himself grow even harder under the other's touch, if that was possible. Curling his fingers into Wataru's shoulders, he thrusted towards the other's touch.
"What do you want?" Wataru whispered, a smirk tugging on his lips slightly. He pressed a leg between Taisuke's legs, breathing heavily into Taisuke's ear. He changed the pace of his stroking, slowing down just a little. "If you want something from me, you need to do something, Tai-chan..."
Moaning, Taisuke didn't bother feeling shy and slid his hands downwards, fumbling with the button of Wataru's jeans. It took a few moments before he could push the fabric and wrap his hand around the heated skin, mirroring Wataru's actions.
Wataru let out a groan, and a few more strokes later, his hand was already reaching further between Taisuke's legs, probing the other's entrance. Feeling the tip of Wataru's finger pushing into him, Taisuke immediately stiffened and whimpering, clenching down.
"It hurts..." Taisuke whined, squeezing Wataru's hardness as a complaint. Wataru just chuckled and pushed his finger further in, whispering how Taisuke wanted this. Despite the lack of any lubricant, Wataru still pushed a second finger, then a third finger into Taisuke.
"You'll feel better later," Wataru muttered, voice low and almost growling. Taisuke was clenching down on his fingers and with the other still stroking him, Wataru could feel himself unable to hold back. Once Taisuke didn't seem to be whimpering as much, he pulled out his fingers and quickly pushed himself into the other.
It was too sudden. Taisuke let out a small scream, voice choked with pain. "W-Wataru...g-get out..." he cried, whimpering as he tried to push the other away. The other was too big, and this being his first time, Taisuke couldn't handle it. "Please..." he buried his face in the crook of Wataru's neck.
Murmuring softly, Wataru started to thrust into Taisuke, a little slow at first, but soon, gaining speed. He pulled Taisuke's thigh upwards so Taisuke could wrap his leg around his waist somewhat, making them closer together. "Damn it, Tai-chan, you're tight...!"
Taisuke just kept on crying out, his voice cracking at times from Wataru's strong thrusts. Somewhere along the way, the pain subsided, and Taisuke found himself rocking his hips back against Wataru. He wrapped his hand around his own member and started to stroke himself.
"W-Wataru...!" he kept on calling the other's name, though there were times he couldn't breathe properly and his voice would sound funny. It was getting too much, the way Wataru was slamming into him and his back was starting to feeling a little numb, being pressed so tightly against the stall's wall.
Taisuke was the first to come, clenching around Wataru. His cheeks were flushed, voice fading after a high-pitched whimper, and body visibly tensing. A few seconds later, Wataru spilt his pleasure into Taisuke with a groan. Maybe Wataru wasn't aware of it, but Taisuke clearly heard a name as Wataru came. "Hiro..."
If Wataru noticed Taisuke's tears as Taisuke buried his face in the crook of his neck, Wataru didn't say anything at all.
Author's Notes: ...I never said it was the end the last time? 8D; //whacked// Though...mh...I had this whole part in my head, and I really liked it, but...I had problems writing it out. As usual. =.= Especially the last part. =S It just won't come out the way I wanted it to. If I leave it alone and come back to it later, I'm afraid it'll get worse, so I'll just leave it like this. XDD;;
So yes, this part focused on YoSuke. Next part...next part!? Saa XD Guess.
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Author: Shattered Tenshi
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: JE
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Yokoo Wataru x Fujigaya Taisuke, Yokoo Wataru x Kitayama Hiromitsu, Kitayama Hiromitsu x Fujigaya Taisuke
Warnings: Angst, lots of unrequited love
Notes: As requested by/dedicated to kira_shadow.
From the Beginning | There was No Hope | Only Despair | And With No Love | Where is the Happiness | For the Three of Us
There was No Hope
By Shattered Tenshi
To be honest, Taisuke wanted to regret his decision at times. It wasn't as easy as he thought it would be. To be able to touch Wataru, to be able to be in Wataru's arms, to be able to kiss Wataru. It meant too much to him though. No matter how much it hurt, he didn't want to go back to before.
There were things he couldn't ignore though. Despite this game of pretending that was going on, they weren't able to hold back everything. Taisuke couldn't help but think about Wataru while he was with Hiromitsu, and he knew Wataru would still keep on looking at Hiromitsu in the changing room.
Things like that made Taisuke's heart ache, but it was his suggestion, his choice that they got into this. Therefore, he could only accept all these. Even though Wataru didn't love him like he loved the other, just as long as Wataru paid attention to him and he was somewhere inside the other's heart, it was okay.
Taisuke couldn't help but want more though at times. He did his best when he was out on dates with Hiromitsu, so why wouldn't Wataru do the same? They've been out on official dates for three times already, but Wataru had yet to kiss him properly once and do more than that.
Chaste kisses on his forehead, just holding hands, Taisuke was getting tired of that. He wanted more from Wataru. He wanted to Wataru to really kiss him, to hold him in his arms, to take him, to make him his. He wanted to experience all those things with Wataru before letting Hiromitsu touch him.
It was only normal to think that right? Wataru was the one he loved, so it was natural for him to think that way. It was a little unfair to Hiromitsu, but there was no way he was going to change his mind. About certain things, Taisuke knew he could be quite stubborn. He couldn't deny that.
That's why they were at a club right now. Leaning over the counter, Taisuke ordered a drink from the bartender and watched as Wataru did the same. He wondered if Wataru knew what he was thinking. He usually wouldn't invite people to go to clubs or get a drink after all.
Taisuke knew he needed it though. He needed the alcohol otherwise he wouldn't dare to touch Wataru even though he wanted to. He needed to get tipsy to gain courage, but not drunk enough to forget about everything. That was his plan anyways. He wasn't sure how much of it he'll actually follow.
Once the bartender handed him his drink, Taisuke gave the other a small, almost flirty smile and immediately took a sip. He couldn't taste the alcohol, but that doesn't mean it was a harmless drink. He shifted his stool closer to Wataru and murmured, "It's my first time coming..."
Wataru, who had also received his drink, raised an eyebrow. "Here or a club in general?" Even though Taisuke had moved closer to him, he didn't do much in response at all and just swallowed more of his drink, head bobbing slightly to the music blasting out.
Taisuke bit back a pout and replied, "In general. I've been to bars and all that, but an actual club with a dance floor..." He looked out at the crowed. "It's my first time." He glanced at Wataru, wondering how the other would react hearing that. Would it mean anything to the other?
Unfortunately, Wataru just chuckled, a small reaction in Taisuke's opinion. "Really? I'll have to make sure you enjoy yourself tonight then, Tai-chan. A club is a really fun place~" Taisuke couldn't help but wonder if what Wataru said promised enjoyment for him off the dance floor as well.
A light blush appeared on Taisuke's cheeks as he questioned himself where that thought had come from. He quickly swallowed more of his drink, coughing a little before standing up and tugging on Wataru's arm, "Since you said that, come and dance with me, Wataru~"
Chuckling again, Wataru downed more of his drink and put the glass back on the counter top, letting Taisuke pull him into the crowd. Once they were among people though, Wataru didn't make a move to step closer to Taisuke or to make Taisuke come closer either. As if they were just friends on the dance floor.
Taisuke tried not to think too much about it, but he couldn't help it. Yes, it was a game of pretending, but this game have rules, rules that Wataru should follow. Rules that Wataru definitely wasn't thinking about right now. They were supposed to be boyfriends, lovers, yet right now, they weren't anything.
His body swaying to the music only subconsciously, Taisuke tried to move closer to Wataru, but found himself stiffening in response. It seemed like he still hadn't consumed enough alcohol yet to find the courage that he needed. It would be weird if he went back so quickly to the bar though.
Swallowing, Taisuke gave Wataru a smile when the other looked his way and decided he'll dance to a few more songs. He'll just lose himself in the music for now. He was quite successful for some minutes until he felt someone pressing up against him from behind.
There was no mistaking the softness of female's breasts against his back. Taisuke squirmed a little uncomfortably and tried to step away as well as he could in the dancing crowd. At the same time, he looked over at Wataru to see if the other noticed and would do anything.
Except, Taisuke only felt disappointment yet again. Wataru was looking somewhere else and when Taisuke looked into that direction, he saw a head of light brown hair that reminded him of the shade of Hiromitsu's hair. Was Wataru thinking the same thing? Taisuke's heart cracked slightly in response.
Taisuke wanted Wataru's attention on him, and on him only. This was their date, and he didn't want Wataru to be thinking of anyone else. Even if he thinks of Hiromitsu, at least pay attention to him at the same time? Wataru was too far away, so far away that it hurt.
A second later, Taisuke found himself grabbing Wataru's wrist and tugging the other back towards the bar. "I want another drink~" he called out towards the bartender, an explanation to Wataru at the same time. "Give me something that you think I would like~"
Wataru looked guilty for a moment, but that might have been Taisuke's imagination. He wrapped an arm around Taisuke's shoulders and pressed a kiss on his temple. "Don't drink so much so fast, Tai-chan," he murmured into Taisuke's ear. "You'll get drunk, okay?"
That was just his intention, but Wataru didn't need to know that. Wataru might be smart, but he was always quite slow at times about certain subjects. Taisuke just smiled at the other. "Don’t worry. I'll be fine." That was a blatant lie and Wataru should know that as well.
When the bartender handed Taisuke his new drink though, Wataru ended up not saying anything and just let Taisuke drink, getting a drink himself as well. A few sips later, Taisuke could already feel that familiar buzz in his head, signalling soon-to-come limit. He could feel himself becoming slightly bolder already.
"Ne, Wataru, want to try the drink? It tastes interesting~" Before Wataru could reply, Taisuke had already taken another sip and with the liquid still inside his mouth, he pressed his lips against Wataru's, hoping the other would respond. He put down the glass and wrapped his arms around Wataru's neck.
Wataru let out a sound of surprise, but he did reply, parting his lips so the alcohol could flow from Taisuke's mouth to his. He wrapped his arms around Taisuke's waist and pulled the other closer. Even when he had swallowed the liquid, he continued to kiss Taisuke, pushing his tongue between the other's lips.
When Taisuke pulled back, needing a breath of air, he was sure his cheeks were flushed, from both the kiss and the alcohol. There was a small, pleased smile on his lips, glad that Wataru had responded properly, instead of light kisses that they had shared before.
"Ne, let's go back to the dance floor," Taisuke murmured, "and really, really dance this time." He pressed himself closer to Wataru and rolled his hips, making Wataru groan in response. Burying his face against the crook of Wataru's neck, Taisuke found himself extremely thankful for the alcohol.
Just when Taisuke thought of moving, it was Wataru who pulled the younger one to the dance floor, pressing their bodies close together as they moved to the music. Taisuke made a small sound, not expecting this at all, but of course, he wasn't going to complain.
Whether Wataru initiated this because he wanted to be a good boyfriend or just suddenly felt lustful, Taisuke wasn't sure. He wasn't going to think about it though, and wanted to just focus on Wataru and how close the other was. If he think too much, he knew his heart was going to hurt again.
That's why Taisuke closed his eyes and let his body move to the music, grinding his hips against Wataru's playfully and wrapping his arms around the other's neck. He giggled into Wataru's ear and bit on the other's earlobe teasingly, smiling when Wataru moaned in response.
Taisuke could feel Wataru's hands starting to travel, touching all over his body. He whimpered softly before doing the same to Wataru, sneaking a hand underneath Wataru's shirt to touch the skin he found there. It was definitely because of the alcohol he managed to do that.
Perhaps their actions caught other people's attention or Taisuke was moaning a little louder than he thought. He could feel gazes on them, and he swore the hand that touched his butt right now wasn't Wataru's. He squirmed and opted to press closer against Wataru, hoping people would get the idea.
Wataru seemed to have noticed this time though and started to move them away from the crowd slowly, until Taisuke's back hit a wall. That made Taisuke's heart skip a beat, and he wondered if Wataru was finally caring. "I don't want anyone else touching you..." Wataru growled.
Whether Wataru was telling the truth or not, Taisuke tried not to think about it. He just rolled his hips against Wataru, wanting to feel more of the other. "I want more, Wataru..." he said with a small purr, digging his nails into the skin of Wataru's back lightly.
"That hurts," Wataru hissed softly. He didn't stop what he was doing though and leaned forward, burying his face against Taisuke's neck. Smirking, he dragged his tongue against Taisuke's exposed skin, nibbling every now and then. In response, there was goosebumps forming on Taisuke's skin.
Pulling his hands out from below Wataru's shirt, Taisuke tangled his fingers into the other's hair. He made Wataru look up and crushed their lips. The teasing was getting too much and he wanted more. Taking the initiative, he pushed his tongue through Wataru's lips, inviting the other to deepen the kiss.
That's just what Wataru did. Kissing and kissing, Taisuke was almost sure they had been doing that forever. He was running out of breath, but Wataru still didn't pull back. He arched his back away from the wall, and grinded himself against the other, knowing this wasn't going to be enough.
By the time Wataru pulled back, Taisuke was breathing heavily, standing only because Wataru was still holding on to him. "Let's go somewhere with more privacy?" Wataru breathed into his ear, while flicking his tongue against his earlobe. Taisuke shivered and could only nod in response.
Without warning, Wataru placed an arm under Taisuke's knees and carried the other. Taisuke's cheeks darkened more if possible and just buried his face in the crook of Wataru's neck, hoping that no one among the crowd would recognize them in the dim lights of the club.
The next thing Taisuke knew, they were in a washroom stall together and Wataru was putting him down. He didn't get a chance to say anything before Wataru crushed their lips together, hand slipping under his shirt and touching his skin teasingly with his cool fingers.
Taisuke whimpered into the kiss and tugged on Wataru's shirt, wanting to feel more of the other. Luckily, Wataru understood his actions, and a few seconds later, both their shirts were on the ground. If his mind was clear, Taisuke would worry about other people noticing that, but he obviously wasn't thinking at the moment.
"You're so eager, Tai-chan," Wataru murmured after breaking their kiss. He trailed his lips downwards and started to nibble on Taisuke's collarbone before biting down hard enough to left a mark. When Taisuke let out a short cry of pain, Wataru licked the spot as if to apologize.
As Wataru's hands wandered around, Taisuke just made incoherent sounds, the only word leaving his lips being the other's name. Whether his mind was coherent or not, there was no way he would explain to Wataru why he was this eager. He believed though, Wataru already knew why.
Somehow, Taisuke wasn't sure when, Wataru had undone his jeans and pushed it down past his hipbones. He whimpered as Wataru tugged on him harshly, feeling himself grow even harder under the other's touch, if that was possible. Curling his fingers into Wataru's shoulders, he thrusted towards the other's touch.
"What do you want?" Wataru whispered, a smirk tugging on his lips slightly. He pressed a leg between Taisuke's legs, breathing heavily into Taisuke's ear. He changed the pace of his stroking, slowing down just a little. "If you want something from me, you need to do something, Tai-chan..."
Moaning, Taisuke didn't bother feeling shy and slid his hands downwards, fumbling with the button of Wataru's jeans. It took a few moments before he could push the fabric and wrap his hand around the heated skin, mirroring Wataru's actions.
Wataru let out a groan, and a few more strokes later, his hand was already reaching further between Taisuke's legs, probing the other's entrance. Feeling the tip of Wataru's finger pushing into him, Taisuke immediately stiffened and whimpering, clenching down.
"It hurts..." Taisuke whined, squeezing Wataru's hardness as a complaint. Wataru just chuckled and pushed his finger further in, whispering how Taisuke wanted this. Despite the lack of any lubricant, Wataru still pushed a second finger, then a third finger into Taisuke.
"You'll feel better later," Wataru muttered, voice low and almost growling. Taisuke was clenching down on his fingers and with the other still stroking him, Wataru could feel himself unable to hold back. Once Taisuke didn't seem to be whimpering as much, he pulled out his fingers and quickly pushed himself into the other.
It was too sudden. Taisuke let out a small scream, voice choked with pain. "W-Wataru...g-get out..." he cried, whimpering as he tried to push the other away. The other was too big, and this being his first time, Taisuke couldn't handle it. "Please..." he buried his face in the crook of Wataru's neck.
Murmuring softly, Wataru started to thrust into Taisuke, a little slow at first, but soon, gaining speed. He pulled Taisuke's thigh upwards so Taisuke could wrap his leg around his waist somewhat, making them closer together. "Damn it, Tai-chan, you're tight...!"
Taisuke just kept on crying out, his voice cracking at times from Wataru's strong thrusts. Somewhere along the way, the pain subsided, and Taisuke found himself rocking his hips back against Wataru. He wrapped his hand around his own member and started to stroke himself.
"W-Wataru...!" he kept on calling the other's name, though there were times he couldn't breathe properly and his voice would sound funny. It was getting too much, the way Wataru was slamming into him and his back was starting to feeling a little numb, being pressed so tightly against the stall's wall.
Taisuke was the first to come, clenching around Wataru. His cheeks were flushed, voice fading after a high-pitched whimper, and body visibly tensing. A few seconds later, Wataru spilt his pleasure into Taisuke with a groan. Maybe Wataru wasn't aware of it, but Taisuke clearly heard a name as Wataru came. "Hiro..."
If Wataru noticed Taisuke's tears as Taisuke buried his face in the crook of his neck, Wataru didn't say anything at all.
Author's Notes: ...I never said it was the end the last time? 8D; //whacked// Though...mh...I had this whole part in my head, and I really liked it, but...I had problems writing it out. As usual. =.= Especially the last part. =S It just won't come out the way I wanted it to. If I leave it alone and come back to it later, I'm afraid it'll get worse, so I'll just leave it like this. XDD;;
So yes, this part focused on YoSuke. Next part...next part!? Saa XD Guess.
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