OMG.

My SOC1 class just got cancelled. I even emailed the professor and she told me that the class wasn't going to be cancelled. WTF.

That was my only class, I should have just stayed home.

I CAME BACK TO DAVIS FOR NOTHING!

Rawr. I'm going crazy over midterms! RAWRRRR. Midterms suck. But I will kick their asses!!! :D

okay. bye.

myspace wtf. deleted??? algjdah. wtf happened to my pretty myspace?!?!? =( i am going to cry if it got deleted. wait, wtf. i didnt even delete it...how could it be effing deleted!?!? lagjdgkljfh;lfjh ( Read more... )

So here's my extremly long over due picture post <3 yums.

I was too lazy to resize. oh well.

( AHS Graduation )

So Giraffe has been totally awesome lately!

=) I saw ATHENA yesterday because she came to pay for something, Mel came to visit <3 and we soaked Tina laoshi and Yin laoshi. I  love it. I totally looove giraffe. <3

And I actually think one of the counselor people is kinda cute =)

and it makes me proud that it doesnt bother me much anymore

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So this weekend, i had a better weekend than the last. and it was without a doubt better than my week.

So this is my promise.

I promise myself to not give a damn, not care what you do, not to show you i care, and promise to always love myself more than i love you.

damn straight,=)

you know what i realized??

nothing is worth it to give up my kids. i ( Read more... )

never regret the things 
that once made you smile

 So everyone says it's not worth giving up something I love for. They all say you're not worth it.

Question is, what do i love more? You or the camp?

Can I handle it? no. I already broke down once, I don't want it again. I don't need it.

This weekend's for some good thinking. Maybe I won't see you again, afterall.

i wish i had the strength to just get up and leave. i wish i had the strength to just pretend you don't exist.

but i don't/

It was pretty awesome. i'm pooped. Me, Ange, and Katherine were cooking sau mei for like 3 hours. x_X it was very hot. very very hot/ sauna. hooray.

i <3 giraffe. i thought i lost touch, but honestly. I was just emotionally drained.

I've realized....

I don't need you. I want you. I don't have to have you. I'm moving on. I'm not saying it won't hurt ( Read more... )