Paranoid: High ( Read more... )

well, my weekend sucked ass! I didnt do a thing, then my mom could possibly have had a stroke(we dont know exactly what happened and neither do the doctors). Yesterday i get very depressed because i missed J.P. I get pangs out of no where that make me just want to scream. i dont understand. i dont get why he had to go, and why this way. i miss him ( Read more... )

well, today wasn't all that great. i kept on trying to meet the guy i like but it just wasn't happening for me. i couldnt find my cousin who was waiting with him. Now i come to find out that he's not interested in getting a new g/f right now, so we're just gonna hang out. im not really too upset about that, but then again i kinda am. im just a ( Read more... )