DBSK Fic: Half of The Moon (3/?)
Title: Half Of The Moon
Main pairing: Changmin x Junsu
Other pairings: Yunho x Jaejoong; Yoochun x Yoohwan; Kangin x Leeteuk;
Genre: Romance/Angst
Rating: R in this chapter, NC-17 overall
Warnings: THIS FIC CONTAINS LOTS OF ABUSE AT THE BEGINNING, INCLUDING DISTURBING RAPE SCENE, PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ABUSE WHICH MIGHT BE DISTURBING FOR SOME. It also contains very submissive Junsu and INCEST. You've been warned.
Disclaimer: I do not own DBSK/JYJ/Super Junior
Summary: Werewolf!Verse. Junsu was a submissive werewolf in his pack. He was a human once until a pack of rogue werewolves killed his entire family and made him a werewolf. There was nothing more he wanted more than to be dead. Unfortunately fate seemed to have different ideas.
Credit: Thank you for mearii87at Live Journal who has allowed me to use some of her ideas from this gorgeous 'Clair De Lune' universe she has created. Anyone who hasn't read her fics, you really should. They're amazing.
This universe I've borrowed has been inspired by Patricia Briggs.
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Half of the Moon
Chapter Three
By: Sharl/zielddhy
“Yoohwan, can you go to the supermarket? We’re running low on milk.” Jaejoong posed the command as a suggestion, but every wolf in the house knew better than to say no to the Alpha’s mate’s request. When Jaejoong suggested something, consider yourself commanded.
Yoohwan swallowed the eggs he’d been chewing and nodded before hopping down from the stool. He scanned the shopping list and frowned. “Can we get some more coffee and that new Lemon Soju? Yoochun absolutely loves those. I’ll use his credit card, don’t worry,” he added as an afterthought. He knew how much soju Yoochun and Jaejoong liked to drink, and it would definitely set a whole new level of their monthly grocery expense.
“Add some more meat to that,” Eunhyuk added with mouth full of toasts. “Donghae and I ate them all last night.” He winked at Junsu who sat across him and Junsu couldn’t help but smile a bit. It was still a bit strange to smile again, but Junsu thought he made a good progress.
It had been three weeks since he came to Yunho’s pack and so far Junsu was in absolute heaven. None of the wolves here behaved like those in his old pack. They didn’t mind if Junsu ate more than his share and no one growled at him when he did something wrong, not even when he took a longer shower time and the hot water had run out. Maybe Yunho and Jaejoong had told them about his past, because they didn’t even blink that one time when Junsu was screaming in the middle of the night because of a nightmare. Everyone was also very careful with the pack bond, they always kept the bond open, only closing it a little from Junsu if there was something (possibly) unpleasant, but it only happened once when Eunhyuk came home looking all pissed.
“Do you want to come too Junsu? I could use some help with the shopping,” Yoohwan offered. “Yoochun won’t be back until later tonight. He had to finish a new marketing campaign.”
“That’s a great idea, maybe some fresh air would be a nice change for you,” Yunho supplied as he munched on his own breakfast.
Junsu nodded, agreeing that he really needed to get out from the house. He had wanted to wait until all the pack members were done with their breakfast, but Jaejoong shooed him away as soon as Junsu said yes (I’ll make these two wash the dishes, you don’t need to worry about that). Donghae and Eunhyuk immediately whined and protested, but Yoohwan had dragged him out of the house so Junsu couldn’t exactly hear for sure.
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As Yoohwan drove his car to down the forest, Junsu twiddled with the radio before finally stopping at a song he was familiar with. His mother used to sing this song when he was little, and listening to it now made him feel nostalgic and a bit sad. Thankfully his companion didn’t say anything, although Junsu could sense someone consoled him through the pack bond. He sent reassurances back, adding some gratefulness as a thank you note.
Yoohwan was humming with the song now and Junsu glanced at the man. Yoochun and Yoohwan, other than the fact that they were brothers, made an interesting pair. Despite being quieter than his brother, Yoohwan was no less fierce. Junsu had seen him snarling at some unfortunate pizza delivery guy just because he was staring too long at Yoochun. Yoochun on the other hand, was incredibly protective of Yoohwan. Junsu supposed it was because of their past. He didn’t know the details but from what Siwon told him, incest was something considered as taboo, even among werewolf packs and it seemed that Yoochun and Yoohwan were chased away by their old pack. They were badly injured and beaten down when Yunho found them in the forest. If it weren’t for him who took them in his pack immediately and formed the pack bond, they would be dead.
“It's almost full moon again,” Yoohwan suddenly said breaking the silence.
Junsu nodded absentmindedly, not really understanding what to say. This would be the second full moon he will be spending as a free wolf, not being locked inside the silver cage. The first one was when he was staying with the Marrock’s pack and he was still too weak back then to really appreciate his newly acquired freedom. “What it’s like? To hunt with the pack?”
The car suddenly swerved before Yoohwan hit the brake forcefully. He looked at Junsu, disbelief and shock written on his face. “You never go hunt? How come? How old are you? When were you changed?”
The submissive wolf shrugged. “I don’t remember, maybe three, four years ago? And I’ve never joined pack hunt before, my old Alpha he,” Junsu cleared his throat uncomfortably, “didn’t really want me to join the hunt. He said I don’t need it yet.”
“So how did you usually spend your full moon?”
“Under his basement.”
“And your wolf accepts that?”
Junsu lowered his eyes and looked away. “There was nothing we could do, the silver cage literally became our best friend.”
“Silver-? Fuck,” Yoohwan cursed. “I’m sorry I made you remember all that.”
“It’s alright, it’s not like you knew about that before. It’s just… I’m not used to be so free, you know, with the full moon so close? What if I lose control of Wolf? What if I step out of line during the hunt and Yunho doesn’t want me in his pack anymore? What if-?”
Yoohwan cut him off immediately. “Whoa, hang on there cutie, slow down. First of all, there’s nothing to worry about. You won’t lose control, Yunho won’t let that happen. And the hunt is well, it’s really fun, all of us running in the woods hunting down a prey. Usually it’s a deer, but sometimes other animals works too. Anyone can kill the prey, Yunho doesn’t really care about that, in fact, he doesn’t mind if he doesn’t get to eat his share.”
Junsu thought it was very nice of Yunho.
“But Changmin always get the first bite, he’s the second and very protective of his share.”
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There was one aspect Junsu had nearly forgotten about the full moon: it loosens the human’s control of their Wolf's certain aspects, and that includes the sexual urge. To put it simply, werewolves are hornier during the full moon. Junsu was so embarrassed when he had walked in on Eunhyuk making out with Donghae in the kitchen. But thankfully Yoochun appeared immediately and demanded that the two of them go somewhere else (preferably their room) and not shock Junsu more than they already had.
It was a funny thing though, because later that day Junsu heard Yunho scolding Yoochun because he was fucking Yoohwan in the living room.
Jaejoong had laughed at it, saying that they couldn’t really control everyone's sexual urge, especially for the mated wolves not with the full moon only five days away. Maybe that’s why Siwon and Minho spent more time hiding in their room these days.
Junsu decided it was probably a good idea and followed suit.
Three days before the full moon Yunho announced that Changmin, the elusive Second that Junsu hadn’t meet, would be coming home the next day, just in time to reconfirm the pack bond and get ready for the full moon. From what Junsu understood, Changmin had distanced himself from the packs because he had to focus on his business, a small programming company that specialized in motion designs and games. There were some problems with the Osaka branch and that’s where Changmin had been staying in the last month.
“By the way Junsu, what do you want to do?”
The submissive wolf tilted his head in confusion and stared at Jaejoong. “What do you mean?”
“You need to have something to do everyday right? Just to keep you busy, something that you like.”
“Oh. That. Well, I’m thinking about playing soccer again. I used to play it with my twin when he was alive and I really enjoyed it.”
“Wow this is perfect!” Donghae suddenly grinned. “This high school I’m teaching at, they’re looking for a P.E teacher’s replacement, the current one will retire in two weeks because he’s moving to another city, are you interested?”
As Donghae launched into an energetic and detailed description about the high school he worked at (as a science teacher), it was hard not to be interested. By the end of the conversation, Junsu had promised that he’d meet with the headmistress next week.
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Later that night, when Junsu was washing the dishes, he felt Wolf getting agitated.
He tried to reach out to him, but Wolf didn’t want to say anything. Junsu knew something was about to happen, the last time Wolf was acting like this was when he was about to get fucked by his old Alpha for the first time. But it was impossible for Yunho to hurt him now… right?
Yunho and Jaejoong had gone downtown with Donghae and Eunhyuk to meet with the Marrock’s pack, probably having their monthly meeting. Siwon who was a pediatrician had an emergency children food-poisoning case that afternoon and couldn’t leave. Yoohwan was out to deliver some leftover from dinner to Yoochun because the Third had to work overtime again. And so, with only Minho at the house it was actually very silent and quiet.
At the sound of gravel crunching from the driveway outside, Junsu peered out from the kitchen window and frowned when he saw the taxi. He wondered who it was because nearly everyone had their own cars. Maybe it was Siwon who decided to use taxi instead of driving all the way home because he was too tired. But it wasn’t Siwon who stepped out from the cab.
When the man turned around and saw him, Junsu was overwhelmed by a very strong presence and it hit him: this was Changmin, the Second from Yunho’s pack. In the blink of an eye Changmin was in front of him, whose eyes glowed golden and Junsu for the life of him realized that he should’ve looked away but he couldn’t, he just couldn’t.
Before Junsu could comprehend what was happening, he was kissed harshly; hands roamed over his body and started to tear on his clothes. Full blown panic and confusion overwhelmed his senses but in the midst of everything he knew that this was right, he felt so loved, so full, so complete. Those lips started to descend on his neck, making a mark of pure ownership and Junsu moaned. His pants were yanked down and a whisper was spoken in his ear, “Mine.”
Suddenly Yunho’s presence slammed into the pack bond, a dominant command to make every Wolf stop what they were doing right fucking now.
Changmin tore away from him immediately, an expression of disbelief marred that handsome face. Junsu watched that expression morphed into something of pure disgust and that’s when he knew that the Second had just grasped what Junsu really was: a submissive.
Junsu realized that whatever pain he had experienced in his old pack was nothing compared to what he currently felt. His mate didn’t want him.
-End of Chapter Three-
Chapter Three: The First Hunt
Chapter Two: The New Pack
Chapter One: The Rescue
The Prologue
The Foreword
Main pairing: Changmin x Junsu
Other pairings: Yunho x Jaejoong; Yoochun x Yoohwan; Kangin x Leeteuk;
Genre: Romance/Angst
Rating: R in this chapter, NC-17 overall
Warnings: THIS FIC CONTAINS LOTS OF ABUSE AT THE BEGINNING, INCLUDING DISTURBING RAPE SCENE, PHYSICAL AND MENTAL ABUSE WHICH MIGHT BE DISTURBING FOR SOME. It also contains very submissive Junsu and INCEST. You've been warned.
Disclaimer: I do not own DBSK/JYJ/Super Junior
Summary: Werewolf!Verse. Junsu was a submissive werewolf in his pack. He was a human once until a pack of rogue werewolves killed his entire family and made him a werewolf. There was nothing more he wanted more than to be dead. Unfortunately fate seemed to have different ideas.
Credit: Thank you for mearii87at Live Journal who has allowed me to use some of her ideas from this gorgeous 'Clair De Lune' universe she has created. Anyone who hasn't read her fics, you really should. They're amazing.
This universe I've borrowed has been inspired by Patricia Briggs.
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Half of the Moon
Chapter Three
By: Sharl/zielddhy
“Yoohwan, can you go to the supermarket? We’re running low on milk.” Jaejoong posed the command as a suggestion, but every wolf in the house knew better than to say no to the Alpha’s mate’s request. When Jaejoong suggested something, consider yourself commanded.
Yoohwan swallowed the eggs he’d been chewing and nodded before hopping down from the stool. He scanned the shopping list and frowned. “Can we get some more coffee and that new Lemon Soju? Yoochun absolutely loves those. I’ll use his credit card, don’t worry,” he added as an afterthought. He knew how much soju Yoochun and Jaejoong liked to drink, and it would definitely set a whole new level of their monthly grocery expense.
“Add some more meat to that,” Eunhyuk added with mouth full of toasts. “Donghae and I ate them all last night.” He winked at Junsu who sat across him and Junsu couldn’t help but smile a bit. It was still a bit strange to smile again, but Junsu thought he made a good progress.
It had been three weeks since he came to Yunho’s pack and so far Junsu was in absolute heaven. None of the wolves here behaved like those in his old pack. They didn’t mind if Junsu ate more than his share and no one growled at him when he did something wrong, not even when he took a longer shower time and the hot water had run out. Maybe Yunho and Jaejoong had told them about his past, because they didn’t even blink that one time when Junsu was screaming in the middle of the night because of a nightmare. Everyone was also very careful with the pack bond, they always kept the bond open, only closing it a little from Junsu if there was something (possibly) unpleasant, but it only happened once when Eunhyuk came home looking all pissed.
“Do you want to come too Junsu? I could use some help with the shopping,” Yoohwan offered. “Yoochun won’t be back until later tonight. He had to finish a new marketing campaign.”
“That’s a great idea, maybe some fresh air would be a nice change for you,” Yunho supplied as he munched on his own breakfast.
Junsu nodded, agreeing that he really needed to get out from the house. He had wanted to wait until all the pack members were done with their breakfast, but Jaejoong shooed him away as soon as Junsu said yes (I’ll make these two wash the dishes, you don’t need to worry about that). Donghae and Eunhyuk immediately whined and protested, but Yoohwan had dragged him out of the house so Junsu couldn’t exactly hear for sure.
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As Yoohwan drove his car to down the forest, Junsu twiddled with the radio before finally stopping at a song he was familiar with. His mother used to sing this song when he was little, and listening to it now made him feel nostalgic and a bit sad. Thankfully his companion didn’t say anything, although Junsu could sense someone consoled him through the pack bond. He sent reassurances back, adding some gratefulness as a thank you note.
Yoohwan was humming with the song now and Junsu glanced at the man. Yoochun and Yoohwan, other than the fact that they were brothers, made an interesting pair. Despite being quieter than his brother, Yoohwan was no less fierce. Junsu had seen him snarling at some unfortunate pizza delivery guy just because he was staring too long at Yoochun. Yoochun on the other hand, was incredibly protective of Yoohwan. Junsu supposed it was because of their past. He didn’t know the details but from what Siwon told him, incest was something considered as taboo, even among werewolf packs and it seemed that Yoochun and Yoohwan were chased away by their old pack. They were badly injured and beaten down when Yunho found them in the forest. If it weren’t for him who took them in his pack immediately and formed the pack bond, they would be dead.
“It's almost full moon again,” Yoohwan suddenly said breaking the silence.
Junsu nodded absentmindedly, not really understanding what to say. This would be the second full moon he will be spending as a free wolf, not being locked inside the silver cage. The first one was when he was staying with the Marrock’s pack and he was still too weak back then to really appreciate his newly acquired freedom. “What it’s like? To hunt with the pack?”
The car suddenly swerved before Yoohwan hit the brake forcefully. He looked at Junsu, disbelief and shock written on his face. “You never go hunt? How come? How old are you? When were you changed?”
The submissive wolf shrugged. “I don’t remember, maybe three, four years ago? And I’ve never joined pack hunt before, my old Alpha he,” Junsu cleared his throat uncomfortably, “didn’t really want me to join the hunt. He said I don’t need it yet.”
“So how did you usually spend your full moon?”
“Under his basement.”
“And your wolf accepts that?”
Junsu lowered his eyes and looked away. “There was nothing we could do, the silver cage literally became our best friend.”
“Silver-? Fuck,” Yoohwan cursed. “I’m sorry I made you remember all that.”
“It’s alright, it’s not like you knew about that before. It’s just… I’m not used to be so free, you know, with the full moon so close? What if I lose control of Wolf? What if I step out of line during the hunt and Yunho doesn’t want me in his pack anymore? What if-?”
Yoohwan cut him off immediately. “Whoa, hang on there cutie, slow down. First of all, there’s nothing to worry about. You won’t lose control, Yunho won’t let that happen. And the hunt is well, it’s really fun, all of us running in the woods hunting down a prey. Usually it’s a deer, but sometimes other animals works too. Anyone can kill the prey, Yunho doesn’t really care about that, in fact, he doesn’t mind if he doesn’t get to eat his share.”
Junsu thought it was very nice of Yunho.
“But Changmin always get the first bite, he’s the second and very protective of his share.”
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There was one aspect Junsu had nearly forgotten about the full moon: it loosens the human’s control of their Wolf's certain aspects, and that includes the sexual urge. To put it simply, werewolves are hornier during the full moon. Junsu was so embarrassed when he had walked in on Eunhyuk making out with Donghae in the kitchen. But thankfully Yoochun appeared immediately and demanded that the two of them go somewhere else (preferably their room) and not shock Junsu more than they already had.
It was a funny thing though, because later that day Junsu heard Yunho scolding Yoochun because he was fucking Yoohwan in the living room.
Jaejoong had laughed at it, saying that they couldn’t really control everyone's sexual urge, especially for the mated wolves not with the full moon only five days away. Maybe that’s why Siwon and Minho spent more time hiding in their room these days.
Junsu decided it was probably a good idea and followed suit.
Three days before the full moon Yunho announced that Changmin, the elusive Second that Junsu hadn’t meet, would be coming home the next day, just in time to reconfirm the pack bond and get ready for the full moon. From what Junsu understood, Changmin had distanced himself from the packs because he had to focus on his business, a small programming company that specialized in motion designs and games. There were some problems with the Osaka branch and that’s where Changmin had been staying in the last month.
“By the way Junsu, what do you want to do?”
The submissive wolf tilted his head in confusion and stared at Jaejoong. “What do you mean?”
“You need to have something to do everyday right? Just to keep you busy, something that you like.”
“Oh. That. Well, I’m thinking about playing soccer again. I used to play it with my twin when he was alive and I really enjoyed it.”
“Wow this is perfect!” Donghae suddenly grinned. “This high school I’m teaching at, they’re looking for a P.E teacher’s replacement, the current one will retire in two weeks because he’s moving to another city, are you interested?”
As Donghae launched into an energetic and detailed description about the high school he worked at (as a science teacher), it was hard not to be interested. By the end of the conversation, Junsu had promised that he’d meet with the headmistress next week.
+
Later that night, when Junsu was washing the dishes, he felt Wolf getting agitated.
He tried to reach out to him, but Wolf didn’t want to say anything. Junsu knew something was about to happen, the last time Wolf was acting like this was when he was about to get fucked by his old Alpha for the first time. But it was impossible for Yunho to hurt him now… right?
Yunho and Jaejoong had gone downtown with Donghae and Eunhyuk to meet with the Marrock’s pack, probably having their monthly meeting. Siwon who was a pediatrician had an emergency children food-poisoning case that afternoon and couldn’t leave. Yoohwan was out to deliver some leftover from dinner to Yoochun because the Third had to work overtime again. And so, with only Minho at the house it was actually very silent and quiet.
At the sound of gravel crunching from the driveway outside, Junsu peered out from the kitchen window and frowned when he saw the taxi. He wondered who it was because nearly everyone had their own cars. Maybe it was Siwon who decided to use taxi instead of driving all the way home because he was too tired. But it wasn’t Siwon who stepped out from the cab.
When the man turned around and saw him, Junsu was overwhelmed by a very strong presence and it hit him: this was Changmin, the Second from Yunho’s pack. In the blink of an eye Changmin was in front of him, whose eyes glowed golden and Junsu for the life of him realized that he should’ve looked away but he couldn’t, he just couldn’t.
Before Junsu could comprehend what was happening, he was kissed harshly; hands roamed over his body and started to tear on his clothes. Full blown panic and confusion overwhelmed his senses but in the midst of everything he knew that this was right, he felt so loved, so full, so complete. Those lips started to descend on his neck, making a mark of pure ownership and Junsu moaned. His pants were yanked down and a whisper was spoken in his ear, “Mine.”
Suddenly Yunho’s presence slammed into the pack bond, a dominant command to make every Wolf stop what they were doing right fucking now.
Changmin tore away from him immediately, an expression of disbelief marred that handsome face. Junsu watched that expression morphed into something of pure disgust and that’s when he knew that the Second had just grasped what Junsu really was: a submissive.
Junsu realized that whatever pain he had experienced in his old pack was nothing compared to what he currently felt. His mate didn’t want him.
-End of Chapter Three-
Chapter Three: The First Hunt
Chapter Two: The New Pack
Chapter One: The Rescue
The Prologue
The Foreword