suddenly i just don't know what i want.
well, i do.
what i want is not feasable. i strive for things that will not workout however the fact that i am not getting them makes me more depressed then the fact that if i did get what i want, knowing my luck, it wouldn't work
pessimistic?
yes.
i am cluttered.
and it felt like i was fine not so long ago.
summer
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