K now that college is over I'd like to make a list of things I wish I had done. Hopefully after this list is made I wont keep replaying the events in my head ( Read more... )

Twenty minutes ago I had planned on writing a hateful lj entry but then after some sister talk I have calmed down but i still have the same question. Is everyone a douchebag? I really dont even like this term but it just feels the most fitting. yea this is about a boy but its so much more than that ( Read more... )

ok im done feeling sad in fact it just when away when somebody said something totally unrelated to me. You never know how influential people can be in your life no matter how significant the relationship you have with them.  I think this is what happens when I don't laugh at least once an hour. Im probably gonna forget what that last entry was ( Read more... )

I took the blue pill. I didnt want to know the truth about the Matrix. Ive heard of dreams deferred but what about failed fantasies? OK i know fantasies are far fetched but  i wanted to believe. Even if he didnt believe I wanted to believe until i MADE him believe, but i didnt realize i was losing myself in the process. This is ridiculously strange ( Read more... )

"your love life confuses me ( Read more... )

so apparently im the devil. I was called the devil yesterday during a game of monopoly. then today i asked two people if i was the devil. their responses "well its true ( Read more... )

As i was lying in bed this morning watching the Today Show i was thinking hmm what april fools day pranks should i do? Everything i came up with was horrrible. maybe its because last night I was talking crazy about me and not caring about hurting a lot of peoples feelings. I was in that whole "I do what I want" mentality. And then the things I  ( Read more... )

I got me TWO BOYFRIENDS?! Do u know how close I was to reaching that goal? A weekend getaway trip and a phonecall away, I did neither. Bah, now it looks like I am back to square one. But its actually kinda good cuz I never could decide if I was gonna chose one of the other someday. And only one of the potentials actually knew of the other so that ( Read more... )

Bahhh this is from Tuesdayyyyy. I just thought it was LJ worthy ( Read more... )

I am sitting here in my filth of a room, papers thrown everywhere, my clothes hamper overflowing, and a take-home test, critique to complete. And I am writing on lj. Just had a quick question. has anyone ever quit a job/internship before? Im thinking about it.