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Fuck if I'm not sleeping with the most beautiful, fun, loving chick ever.

You know when you realize you were with someone who was taking you down fast? When you find someone who lifts you up.

Thank you. I love spoiling a good woman.

So, a month later she calls and tells me they got divorced amicably went to the court house and shows me a slip of paper from the family court with some case number on it. She shows me a few pieces of paper from what appear to be a homemade lease with lots of these things need to be fixed notes in someone's hand writing, another piece with someone ( Read more... )

Perhaps being devious is more in my hands than not. But after having someone send her husband an e-mail saying, by the way she's been having an affair for about a year and saying she's divorcing you to people.....I get no call or response to my texts and calls for two days. Finally she picks up today, and we're having an ok conversation but I say ( Read more... )

We were making love Tuesday afternoon and our eyes were open. Looking at each other. All I wanted to do was say I love you. But I held back ( Read more... )

I slept with her twice this week. Saturday night turned in to Sunday morning and me throwing her clothes at her and telling her to leave. You want to leave, I say, leave. She said something about my attitutde and left. No goodbye no nothing. I text her nothing. I call her today nothing. I guess I knew this wouldn't work again. I guess I had a funny ( Read more... )

How we could have been happy together. How we could have had children together. How we could have supported each other in our dreams and pursuit of happiness. I hope you realize you've stoned yourself down with someone you dont care about and haven't cared about in a long time. I hope you know that you're repeating the same vicious cycle for a ( Read more... )

I made it through a round of layIoffs at work this week. But, I really wish I had gotten let go. I think it would further cement the fact that I need to move on from the low paying industry that I work in. I never see anyone in management in my building. When I do it's never good news ( Read more... )

It's been a weird couple weeks. I went from the fun throws of  a new relationship to amazingly single again. Last night T and I fell asleep on the couch watching A Bugs Life on tv. It was nice. I usually dont let him fall asleep anywhere except the bedroom. I forget how little he is. I forget how gentle he is. After I put him to bed I cleaned a ( Read more... )

In my head I think there are stunning individuals left in our society. They may be the person next to you at the grocery store or the quiet person at work. They might be someone at the gas station you dont pay attention to. They have a lot on their mind, they've done kind, generous and nice things in their life. They've achieved great personal ( Read more... )