How do you miss someone you've never met?

I'm moving back to Tempe. Weird. So this is my last week living at home, but I can't say last week ever because I never thought I'd be moving back and I definately did after graduating...and it's been over a year.  So I feel like I'm just floating from one place to another, maybe until I buy my own place or I get married. We'll see which happens

No more falling asleep right when I get home from work.  Such a total waste of my afternoon, and then waking up in the middle of the night and then NOT wanting to get up when I really need to get up in the morning.  I need to revamp.

How do I tell people I'm sorry when I'm not really sure if I should be sorry?  In a way I feel like I should tell many of the boys I've dated I'm sorry.  A lot of them had good intentions and I was just afraid of getting too close or opening up to them.  I don't know if it was because I was raised to be so cautious of myself as a girl or because I ( Read more... )

I'm tired and hungry, but not done with my homework.  Uggghhhh.

I'm at my parent's house. I've been online a lot today. I did like the 4th rough draft for my resume. I need to have a final ready by tomorrow night and then post it on ASU's career link and then have a a few (15) printed out for the career fair. I have a test on Thursday...so exciting. I have to present a model for my topic in my capstone ( Read more... )

God, please please let me be okay in class today. Let me at least look like I know what I'm doing. Please.

Please.

I'm hungry right now, yet here I am sitting in a computer lab typing away in this journal. I got back from Cali yesterday. I went to San Diego with my sister. It was really nice for the most part. The only not so fab moment was when I had to be check and padded down since I beeped twice while going thru security. Ah well. But yeah, San Diego ( Read more... )

What am I going to do, I have no idea. But I do hope it turns out so that I'm sane in the end.

-------maybe that's just your way of dealing with the pain....--------like we never loved at all....--------

Sometimes I wish I was just a little stronger. Emotionally.