"and i'm tangled up in you"

May 30, 2006 23:54

I don't know why things hit me at the worst times but they do and that leaves me in the state of being an emotional disaster right now. it's not even like i'm sad to leave feehan, i'm scared to leave everything. i'm scared of what will happen in the next couple of months. i anticipate so much, but want everything to stay the same. i know it can't, ( Read more... )

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leesha_schwa May 31 2006, 15:15:32 UTC
my thoughts exactly.
i never ever used to worry about getting close to people.
and now i do.

i hate that its over. i hate even more that i dont want to believe its over. and this can apply to anything.
if i could go back in time, maybe to my birthday, i would have lived these past few months differently. i would have lived life to its fullest. i would NEVER have taken things for granted. i would have.. i dont know. i would have done something. anything to avoid being hurt.
im going to miss you so much, but we'll still have movie nights. and random venting talks.

iloveyou
<3 me

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