Think of all the fun I've missed
Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed
Next year I could be oh so good
If you'd check off my Christmas list
Boo doo bee doo

This year has been, strange to say the least. I'm not sure what else to call it. I only went through two boyfriends. Wait, not even, I went through one, I've had two. So that's not so bad. ( Read more... )

First off, Jordan isn't dead. I think I screamed this at everyone, I even texted Grant, lol. I'm totally happy. Ah, he a good reason for falling out of touch, complicated, you don't care I know. BUT he apologized! And it wasn't his fault but he knew I would be upset and he apologized, like 4 times, it's great. He didn't have to but it makes me feel ( Read more... )

1. You and Jesus go out to dinner -- who pays?
We go Dutch, I never pay someone else's bill unless we're dating, and I never let someone else pay my tab, unless I'm really hungry and have no money.

2. You suddenly have to flee the country and adopt a new name. Where would you go and what would it be?
Scotland, Lydia Anderton

3. Pick one state in the U. ( Read more... )

~~~~ Fun Stuff ~~~~
  Phantom's Feaste, it's the first year Ren Fest is doing this and I'm totally excited. So far for sure people are Jack (Cause I f'ing said so!) Rachel, and Taylor. April from Dairy Queen wants to go, Rachel wants to ask Brandon from DQ, and I'm still yelling at Grant saying he absolutely HAS to go (lol) I might take Aj cause we ( Read more... )

I'm happy right now. Jordan is here with me right now. We've had a great day. He helped Lynn, D and I put up the new lights for Grand (that's my pet name for my grandmother on my mom's side cause she just Grand, lol cheesy but I think it's better than Grammy) She was happy, but I'm kinda worried cause we came back tonight to drop off Lynn and she ( Read more... )

Any of you in the KC area hear about the crash that happened on I-70 near the 435 exit?
The driver of that truck was my ex boyfriend JB, most commonly known as my 8 hours boyfriend. He's in ICU critical condition, his head looks like an ice cream scoop.
My little brother Justin was the passanger. He died on impact. I can't stop crying.
JB was high as ( Read more... )

Resume for management, holy crap, Grant's makng me. Why ( Read more... )

Okay I'm typing this entire thing with my mom's cat attacking me, trying to get my attention.
Alright, so I made the midnight booty call. That was so bad of me. That ENTIRE thing was bad, but it felt so GOOD! Lol, excuse my stupidness. I just realized that my journal started right before I lost my sister and my maidenhood. Wow. Weird stuff.
I asked ( Read more... )

Man, I feel so.... Strange. I just have this feeling something is wrong ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )