Wow
I'm happy right now. Jordan is here with me right now. We've had a great day. He helped Lynn, D and I put up the new lights for Grand (that's my pet name for my grandmother on my mom's side cause she just Grand, lol cheesy but I think it's better than Grammy) She was happy, but I'm kinda worried cause we came back tonight to drop off Lynn and she was really sick, apparently she has intestinal flu. Jordan wants me say that he's sexy. He totally is even if he denies it. Lynn likes him, which is a first seeing as she's NEVER liked any of my boyfriends, not that he's my boyfriend or anything!!! :"> Anywho, this is the only time you are gonna hear me say this, I've had enough sex. It's a bleedin' miricale!!! (Hell just froze over) I don't think I've been this happy since Justin's grave robbery, hell, Justin's death.
Other news, Jack's getting canned, Tuesday. I would say I was sorry, but I'm not. Any guy who cuts hair that sexsay for now good reason, well, let's say, the death sentence should be involved.
Ever wanted to tell someone something but ran out of paper? I have, can't find the words, which is silly cause I'm filled with words. Not like me to be speechless, but then again can you really say anything to someone who isn't there? Sigh, I'm such a hopeless romantic. It's pretty bad when the last thing you hear is, So you're leaving me for a dead guy? (Justin hated Chris, kinda make sense now?) I miss Justin, I never really thought that he'd be the one I lost, then again, I thought that with Leanne too. If I ever loss Lynn I dunno what I'd do.
Time to scratch up some paper and a pen and pour my aching heart out. I'm tired of feeling lonely. Books and stories never leave you or laugh at your dreams and hopes. Friends and family do both, but can't live without either. Or love I guess. I wonder why I was SO hell bent on never falling in love, or getting married or any of that lovey dovey stuff when I was in highschool, I mean it sounds like a totally awesome idea now, but back then, I wasn't jaded, but just, huh?! I was really young, I'm STILL really young, to be thinking like that. I was a strange kid, I AM a strange kid, but that just nutsy. I guess my hopes for non love totally failed lol.
Other news, Jack's getting canned, Tuesday. I would say I was sorry, but I'm not. Any guy who cuts hair that sexsay for now good reason, well, let's say, the death sentence should be involved.
Ever wanted to tell someone something but ran out of paper? I have, can't find the words, which is silly cause I'm filled with words. Not like me to be speechless, but then again can you really say anything to someone who isn't there? Sigh, I'm such a hopeless romantic. It's pretty bad when the last thing you hear is, So you're leaving me for a dead guy? (Justin hated Chris, kinda make sense now?) I miss Justin, I never really thought that he'd be the one I lost, then again, I thought that with Leanne too. If I ever loss Lynn I dunno what I'd do.
Time to scratch up some paper and a pen and pour my aching heart out. I'm tired of feeling lonely. Books and stories never leave you or laugh at your dreams and hopes. Friends and family do both, but can't live without either. Or love I guess. I wonder why I was SO hell bent on never falling in love, or getting married or any of that lovey dovey stuff when I was in highschool, I mean it sounds like a totally awesome idea now, but back then, I wasn't jaded, but just, huh?! I was really young, I'm STILL really young, to be thinking like that. I was a strange kid, I AM a strange kid, but that just nutsy. I guess my hopes for non love totally failed lol.