No Bias Allowed

Jun 05, 2014 00:29


It’s so hard. He’s loving, he’s sweet, he tells me I’m incredible.

I want to believe. I want to believe that this considerate person is who he is. I want to forget all the pain and hurtful words.

And then, out of the blue, I’m reminded. It’s like ripping the wound open anew each and every time. He’ll say something and I’m thrown back to ‘then’. ( Read more... )

lj idol s9, life, lies

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labelleizzy June 5 2014, 20:43:09 UTC
oh, HUG.

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shadowwolf13 June 6 2014, 05:10:45 UTC
:hugs:

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bleodswean June 5 2014, 21:21:23 UTC
*nods*

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shadowwolf13 June 6 2014, 05:11:20 UTC
:) Thank you for reading.

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roina_arwen June 7 2014, 19:39:48 UTC
*Hugs* It's hard to expect someone to act a certain loving way, and then all of a sudden *wham*.

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shadowwolf13 June 8 2014, 00:19:57 UTC
:hugs: I think what's throwing me is expecting things to be cooler than usual since we were already pretty distant and now he's being sweet and loving. It's so confusing.

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theun4givables June 8 2014, 15:15:53 UTC
Continuing to let him reel you back in is more painful than letting him go on to the next will ever be. I promise. Because people like that? They do not change.

*hugs*

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shadowwolf13 June 10 2014, 00:04:54 UTC
I know. I keep trying to not fall for it and yet every time I'm reminded it's another stab to the heart.

:hugs:

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beeker121 June 9 2014, 00:51:52 UTC
Things with him will never be back to what they were before, appreciate the kindness but don't let it fool you. Sadly, you know the truth.

so many *hugs*

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shadowwolf13 June 10 2014, 00:19:25 UTC
I'm finding it harder and harder to appreciate the kindness and I feel like it's always a trap. :/

:hugs:

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