It's still hard for me to believe shes really gone, I keep feeling like shes just away until she gets better but thats not the case. Everything reminds me of her outside of my room and I can't not cry when I see the food i'll never be able to give her. The leash I can never use with her again
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My second dog had been in her golden years. We knew she'd pass soon but it happened suddenly, so she passed alone in the back yard. Again, no one got to say goodbye and I wasn't even in the country so I felt worse.
It is very tough for people like us, people who love our dogs as actual family and often times more than we like people. We end up with a blank space that just doesn't go away.
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What breeds were they? Cookie was a collie (the lassie sort,not border collie).
Tonight will be the one week anniversary but i'm still having a pretty hard time. I'm not crying all the time but its still hard coping with her not being here anymore
Thank you for your kind comment. <3 I do read your entries I just don't often know what to say on them that's why I don't comment. Its not that I don't care about it.
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The first dog that died was a Labrador-retriever mix. Both breeds have a high cancer rate, so we should have assumed that cancer would be the end of her some day but we never even considered the thought.
The second one, the one that died of old age, was a mutt we rescued from a sewer pipe after her mum gave birth down there. She was a cocker-spaniel, terrier mix who lived forever. She died at a good age of 18.
Both were cremated and we've mixed their ashes.
I know it's not what you might want to hear but it's never going to get easy -- never. Forgetting someone who did you wrong is easy. But moving past someone that loved you unconditionally without expecting more than a few slices of bacon in return? Very very difficult.
All you can do is take it day by day and not rush in to getting another pet too soon.
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