Fire pain shivers of light dreams awake bliss before nothing empty voids everything within nothing without forgot all nevermind what thought you me I thee shades bright fire inside demons before angels regret memories instinct lightning flash verily I say unto whoever. Weapons please vagabond lease undone forthwith instants enough fangs sink and ( Read more... )

I signed myself up for NaNoWriMo, which for those of you who dont know what that means is National Novel Writing Month. The goal is to start a story on November First and end it by November thirtieth with a minimum of 50k words. So for good or ill I'm in the running this year and I'm going to be devoting a lot of time to this endevor so I probably ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. dream hunters:
   This comes from a dream I had a long time ago and I'd pretty much forgotten this was an interest because I havnt thought about it for a long time. I've mentioned that I'm a life dreamer... I've experienced entire lives in dreams. One day I was questioning this heavily and I fell asleep while thinking and the ( Read more... )

I've noticed recently how much we as a race have become more and more dependent on our creations. Mainly the things we have made to amuse ourselves. Technology is slowly becoming a prison that a lot of people can't escape and I really dont want to let myself fall down that hole. I mean when I look back on it for about a month there other than the ( Read more... )

So I had a great birthday party and would like to thank everyone that sent me an e-card or left me a happy birthday comment or a present or moneys or whatever. Thanks!!!!

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

So I was thinking of wearing my Pea Coat and Scarf O Doom to work today and decided against it because it was nice and sunny outside. So I walked my happy self to my bus stop and enjoyed the fresh air. Got on the bus and was instantly saddened because it smelled bad and there were gross people ridding. Made my way to my second bus and stood around ( Read more... )

So here I am its 4 am again and I'm bored. Bored and kinda tired but not really ready for sleep. I'm eating a cold piece of pizza waiting for my laundry to get done so I can fold it and maybe then I'll sleep but I'm not thinking about the nice snuggly warmness of a good nights sleep nope. I love sleep but I know taht the moment I wake up I've got ( Read more... )

Is this the sign of being enlightened or totally naieve? I feel kinda broken inside like somethings been misplaced in me and nothing lines up the way it should. I mean this both physically and mentally. Pain wells up at times when I've done nothing to deserve such pain and I wonder exactly what the hell is wrong with my body and mind. It just ( Read more... )

So I recently found out that one of my greatest teachers and possibly one of the greatest human beings I've ever encountered has come down with pancriatic cancer and only has a few weeks to live. I havnt seen Pat in years and feel like I've missed out on his teaching and his insight. He was my personal Socrates as in "Way of the Warrior" He showed ( Read more... )