" it always seems easier to leave than to be left behind. because when others leave, youre left with negative spaces, left to focus on what was once there. your routine is the same, while theyre off exploring and experience something new. you cant help but feel abandoned, despite all the rational thoughts in your head. the hardest part is the ( Read more... )

for the past five months, i have been smiling bigger, laughing louder, and hugging more than ever. this is the peak i needed. and i am at the top. experiencing a pretty low time in my life prompted this trip, and now that i am here, i dont want to go back, because...well because of this trip, i am now at the top. ihave never been happier more ( Read more... )

so today i took my last class at college of charleston. college classes in the states are officially over. i have my exams...and then its on to a continent where the fella's are tan and have fab accents. it feels like summer and its december. i literally think i am getting a tan sitting on my back porch typing this ( Read more... )

dialouge that took place in my class on thursday ( Read more... )

these days, my mind is overflowing with too many thoughts. mostly of things i need to accomplish that never get done. assingments are heavy, work is something i must do, but something i really dont have time for, dance is keeping me busy,but atleast thats one thing i dont mind doing,australia is approaching and that there are so many papers and ( Read more... )

yesterday jesse jackson came in the restaurant. i met him, shook his hand, and sat him, and then sat at a cocktail table with one of his apprentices (or something like that he referred to jesse jackson as his mentor) for half an hour, shooting the breeze and talking ( Read more... )

so i think i write this same post every year, this time of year, because it is time for my family vacation. words cannot express how excited i am to go to west virginia! every year is so much fun and i look forward to it forever. i cannot wait to lay out by the pool all day, sit on the porch and porch swing, play with the ponies and other farm ( Read more... )

today epitomized why i love this season. why i love charleston ( Read more... )

these posts are so far and few and in between these days. my apologies ( Read more... )

my mind is a broken record.
it seems to be stuck on "this time last year" "this time last year" "this time last year"....

i dont forsee it stopping anywhere in the near future.