( I Want A Lover I Don't Have To Love... )

i really wanna play in the snow right now, that'd be fun to do, but nobody would ever come out 15 minutes to midnight to have a snowball fight, even though i think that'd be an awesome idea.  anyways, i'd rather have this snow and warmer weather than the 3 degree shit goin on. that was just terrible.  oh i love the hen hud fire, that was funny. ( Read more... )

sunshit helped me with college shit again.  i definitely wouldn't be able to apply or anything without her.  haha, she's like my mommy because nobody else except her is on me to do these things.  and i've figured it out that i'm applying to 14 colleges as of right now.  whoooaaa.  that's a lot for me, but hey, the way i see it, is like, at least ( Read more... )

killer killer killer headache.  it was good to get an early dismissal today, but it completely threw me off and now i'm all messed up from my 3 hour nap before.  blahhhh... my head is about to pop off, it hurts so bad.  and i don't want to go to bed again because it might get worse.  the snow is so pretty, it's like we're in a huge snowglobe! but ( Read more... )

i'm really not loving how my computer is acting really gay lately.  i think it might be the aol though.  or maybe the limewire.  hopefully not the limewire.  man, i wanna conform and be another pea in the i-pod community.  poo on my 'rents for not getting one for me. just kidding.  i feel really random today.  i've been like, bouncing off the walls ( Read more... )

well, i'm livejournal-illiterate and i can't get the font to be the way i want it but it doesn't really matter.  that guy in the corner next to my username is ugly.  i wish they'd change him, he looks like one of those test dummies in car accidents.  anyways it's 4:14 in the morning and i can't sleep and i haven't done this LJ thing in a while, so ( Read more... )

got into a super duper car accident with eric and mike around 2 p.m. on tuesday.  i'm surprised i only have bruises and scratches-- i shouldn't even be alive with the impact that we took. of course i'm in suicide seat, a.k.a. front passenger seat. but i wore my seatbelt and got the airbag treatment.  i'm still alive. that's all i can say.  and i'll ( Read more... )

some things are just meant to always be fucked up.  how do i get myself out of all of this?  i refuse to be miserable throughout the summer.

so i kind of forgot about livejournal.  and then i'm procrastinating.  and i don't want to study for physics. so of course, i remember it, and i guess i have alot to say.

this year's been absolutely ridiculous. i've been on the rollercoaster from hell.  the thing is, there are definitely some parts i would do all over again.  and of course, there ( Read more... )

he kissed me..... Oh my god, he kissed me. at work.  twice.  i don't know what to do with myself. then i check my email, and doug sends one saying, "we need some closure." dammit. but hey, he kissed me man. ;oP whatever.... happy happy joy joy

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