It goes down like this ( Read more... )

I am lacking ( Read more... )

Well... I'm still single. Not unhappy, but very, very single. My heart is more open than it's ever been, and I'm learning to fall in love with myself. I know it sounds cheesy, but hear me out. Learning to be alone can be hard, especially if you're like me and you have avoided it at all costs for the majority of your adult life. Being alone means ( Read more... )

So okay. I don't have anyone to fucking impress, and I don't have any deadline to meet or any expectation that needs to be met. I should revel in this. Right?? Yes. I definitely should. It's not a permanent state, but I should enjoy the freedom while I have it. My boyfriend is fronting the bill for me being here with him, which granted, is less ( Read more... )

Have I arrived ( Read more... )

The summer rain falls to the ground with a vengence as if it's been waiting all year for the perfect moment to give the earth a piece of its mind. Apparently this is that moment. I watch as people who were, only moments ago, casually strolling down the street, now scatter in a frenzied attempt to find shelter from the downpour. They do not want to ( Read more... )

Sliding in and out of focus
falling out of the frame
nothing fits the way it should

too little space
to place all this blame.

New memories that aren't mine
steal my nerve and my breath
today makes yesterday a liar

It's a fickle heart
that aims to forget.

Like nerves, you deliver me to my pain
like a mirror, you reveal my ugliest hues
you envelope me in a cloud of sound that immobilizes me
and I
am
mute.

Silently I assess all  the damage
I can no longer run from the truth
The time has come for me to decide...
Are you worth this hell
that you've put me through?

no you did not just threaten to call the cops because I walked toward you. oh my god I want to fucking kill this girl. I have never gotten into an argument with someone with the maturity level of a 6 year old.
bitch, call the fucking cops because you're gonna need some goddamn protection.

ugh.

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