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Eleanor and I were playing a game, and she said, "the bad guys with the guns shot our house. Where do the bad guys come from?" and, I didn't know what to say. My eyes just filled with tears and many different thoughts..and I was just so grateful that Nathan was close enough to have heard, to come in, and give me strength in that moment.
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Nathan and I made a counselor appointment. I was 35 minutes late. Because basically my life is in shambles and I can't even find my toothbrush. Some moments are easier than others. But Thursday was awful. And as I was crying on my way to the counselors which I could not find because google maps told me the wrong way and I had no cell phone to call ( Read more... ) -
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Yesterday after I took my dad to the airport I spent the majority of the day crying off and on. We had a beautiful, wonderful visit. Eye opening and shocking. The whole time I thought about how it would be to have my dad again. Here. With me. But then I saw him with my girls. They loved him. Eleanor didn't want to leave his lap Friday night when we ( Read more... ) -
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Eleanor's favorite things: her binoculars, she wears them all the time, everywhere
Talking back... She's a bit dramatic.
She's also very sweet and loving. Loves to be held, given hugs, and tickles.
Drawing
Baking cakes.
Molly's favorite things: mama. She's still nursing two times a day. I don't really feel like I want to wean, but Nathan and his ( Read more... ) -
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I've decided I'm going to lose 15 lbs by my birthday. I'm 7 lbs away from my pre baby Eleanor weight, so another 8 on top of that is easy. I can feel a change. Then I'm going to get a tattoo on my rib cage.
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I'm afraid I'm in over my head.
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I think I'm going to have a hard time with growing old.
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I never knew how deep politics, corruption, privilege and social justice really ran until I moved to Durham, NC. Weird.
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I love my husband all the time. But when he's gone I love him more intensely. I miss him every minute. We make sense when we are together. We are home.
We built the beginnings of a coffee table for our anniversary. Tag teamed the kids. Ate a delicious roasted chicken. And had a bonfire. Four years of marriage. Seems so short when I think about our ( Read more... )