things like right now make me so happy. make me crazy, make me hurt, smile, laugh, want to live and want to die all in the same moment.

i love you,

Meagan Amber

so...i finally laid it out for what it was and got shot down like a bird with a stone, i lay here alone, crying my tears, praying you'll decide to come fight off my fears. but since your the reason my fears haunt me now, ill lay here in the darkness, shameful, alone and still crying these tears ( Read more... )

alone.

so..... IM CRAZY!

i think thats enough said

i dont practice what i preach, and let me tell you, i preach alot. from the beginning stories of "true love" to getting trough your best friend dying, or maybe going thru a divorce. i always have a lot to say and yea i might make sense but i dont listen to a damn word of it. i have a true passion for watching movies. i apparently flirt alot but i ( Read more... )

starting to think that im in this alone...im trying to have a relationship with someone who never wants one with me, he never wants it to go that far....thats what im starting to think, not sure how much longer i fight that thought off, not sure if i should ( Read more... )

so....i think i had one of the my best conversations with just yesterday. while he was drunk of course. it seems that people always say what they really mean after theyve been drinking. i really wanted to go yesterday and i ended up staying home because he told me too. and then i told him i was gonna go anyway and i was gonna stop by central and ( Read more... )

i just had to come back to say

BOYS ARE DUMB!!

so....its actually been a few since my last "livejournal time" lol. idk. i kinda started to stop thinking about what i want with justin...then he starts talkign to me....it just makes me laugh how you push it all to the back of your head so you dont have to think about it anymore and then they come find you so it can all be resurfaced...lol. who ( Read more... )

i lied i had a few more to say ( Read more... )