Things change, people change, situations change.  It's possible, you just have to want it bad enough.  And trust me, I want it bad enough.  Sry I missed your call, I was with the dogs outside and forgot my cell.

Also, I'm supposed to embrace this:

I'm a nerd on the computer...NERD ON THE COMPUTER...are you happy now?

You made me feel like shit this morning...but you knew that.  Grrr...Now I'm gonna go to work all pissy.  Great.  Oh well.  

Man, I was supposed to have a day off tomorrow but nope...I have to work...grrrrrr wtf.  That sucks.

Meh, just made myself some dinner.  Eggs and bread.  hhmmm...anyways, fed sly breakfast, yes, because im a pushover.  and the dogs went out one last time.  hopefully they wont wake me up till 8.  grrr.  well, goodnight everyone.  peace.

I just keep thinking about her.  This sucks.  lol.  Well at least I don't have work tomorrow otherwise I would be screwed.  And not in a good way.  I bet nobody else is up.  It's so boring when nobody is up and you can't sleep.  Grr...Oh well, going to go watch netflix.  Peace.

-The Queer your mother warned you about...

It's hot as hellllllllllll in my room and my kitty is sleeping on my foot and he's really warm and it's hot...grrrrrrrrr.  Being single sucks...I need to find at least a fuck buddy. lol.  Any hot ass birl single and lonely in Chicago besides me?

I miss Ram.  I've always fucking missed her.  I don't know what to do.  I fucking love her so much.  I made a fucking mistake...a huge one...and I fucking let her go.  For the past year I've cried myself to sleep every fucking night because I miss her so much.  Sometimes just a few tears, sometimes a whole tissue box.  But nonetheless, I am a ( Read more... )

I've watched 5 episodes in a row so far.  It's very addicting.  Especially since I haven't seen these episodes yet and I recently discovered I can view them on Netflix!!  So yeah...I have work tomorrow, but I will probably stay up all night watching them.   Yup.  Also, I have come to realize that my hair turns a blondish medium brown in the summer ( Read more... )

So, now I'm pretty much back...I got a new laptop.  So I can be on here almost daily, depending on how tired I am.  So I spent a few hours grieving over my ex, Sam.  And then every single day for a year grieving for another ex of mine.  And I still do it...from the time i get up til the time I pass out and in my dreams.   I think we all know who ( Read more... )

I have moved on since you Rain...lmao.  I got this new chick I'm chasin, her name's Erika.  Damn this girls got attitudeeeeeeeeee.  Anyways, I walked like 2 miles to get to her crib because there was no buses there.  So yeah, so it's pouring rain and I just got home and I'm soaked from head to toe.  Anyways, I find it funny how I will never get ( Read more... )