I had all these thoughts in my head and I'm like well I need to write it down.  Well now I'm finally home from work at 2:30am.  And my thoughts are blank.  Well lemme try to get it down.  That way I don't feel that bad.  Basically, I'm confessing that 6 women later...I think it's six...its like 230 so gimme a break if I don't remember correctly.  ( Read more... )

She is the antidote that gets me by...

I miss her...

women...are...strange...creatures...

So, for the first time in a long time I'm happy.  Truely happy.  I finally get to talk to someone I've been wanting to talk to for a long time.  I'm glad I'm her friend, there was just always something missing in my life.  I fuck up a lot.  I do.  All the time.  Sometimes it's cuz I can control it and I choose to.  Sometimes I just make stupid ( Read more... )

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I guess I'm back...can't stay away from the drama too long right?

This girl, she's amazing.  I dn't fucking care anymore, I want her. I'm gonna go to he rhouse prolly tomorrow nighttttt...eeeeeee...i need to get away from fucking chicago. i hat e this shit.  w/eeeeeeee man.  this i sgoinna hit me tomrrowwwwwwww...yay!

my life has just changed dramatically...i've reprioritized(sp?)....bottom line, i want to move, im ready to move...just one ok and im fucking gone.  so me and her will talk later but i think this is happening.  its happening so fast but life threw something at me...i can take it or leave it and im takin it.

This was interesting..she didn't call me so I stayed up until 4am for nothing. Thanks a lot.  Also some chick who's cute, but not my type, just IMed me, which is fine, I love new friends, but kept asking for my number and within like 2 minutes of talking to me gave me her number...I'm like uh ok.  And she kept asking for it even though I told her ( Read more... )

I'm fucking trippin...I'm so stressed and I don't know what to do.  Life's a trip.  I hate it.