I am bored. I am bored of being on long island i feel like everywhere i look ive seen it or been there.. its turning into a been there done that nothing seems new. i hate being in suffolk county last week we went to nassau to get th puppy clothes and toys.. and it was sp refreshing and relieving to get a break. I need a break i cant wait to go ( Read more... )

Thinking ( Read more... )

so i sit here and i want to scream on the top of my lungs ( Read more... )

I am sitting on this computer and everyone is playing DDR its is pretty intense.. I am pretty tired I was drinking last night as usual and ate nachos supreme it was really good... I am so tired and i want to go lay down.. I dont like this heat it makes me want to lay down and pass out. Did I mention my Girlfriend made my Birthday perfect, hers is ( Read more... )

I made Veggie Soup YAYYY

• I woke up too damn early today
• I went to the Medicine doctor

• I ate Dunkin Doughnuts Breakfast

• I took a Showa!

• I talked to MFC! Because She Is My HERO!

I'm coming out of my cage
And
I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because...
I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like thisIt was only a kiss, it was only a kiss ( Read more... )

Have you ever just thought about what if somebody wasn't in your life? Well I am usually the one who just thinks about me I just had a chat with a good friend of mine.  And I got to thinking I am a peice of shit.. I analyzed how i havent been there and the one time she called me and she was crying and i fucking told her that i would call her back ( Read more... )

Ok so last night after being so upset it actually tirned into an ok night. Danielle actually got me laughing alot and definately got me to smile. Yesterday I found the first person ever that listens to vnv nation besides me it made me so happy :). So I am feeling a bit better today no I am feeling alot better. Yesterday I downloaded a bunch of love ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here and for once in my life i think i actually do think i regret something I regret not letting go of my life when i was very close to dying. All I do is hurt people on this journey and in return i get hurt also..  I just want everything to be over.. I dont want to watch another sunrise and I dont want to watch the stars out my window ( Read more... )