I've been counting down the days until I can live comfortably in my new residence in Northern California. These past few months have been rather lonely. While all my friends enjoy going out everyday, I only go out once a week, if that, due to work and constant studying. Every semester and intercession has been full time, and me cutting heavily ( Read more... )

I'm extremely unhappy right now, but I can at least say I'm better at handling it then I was a year or two ago.

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what am i doing wrong

i has a boyfriend lulz.

I had an amazing summer. Saw some awesome music. Danced my ass off. Partied till I passed out. And the best part is, the guy I'm dating was there with me during it all. I've met my partner in crime. Someone who doesn't slow me down but instead takes a shot with me and says "we're gunna have a fun night." Someone who excepts every part of me. And I ( Read more... )

The events of last night made me realize how much this ISNT my lifestyle at all. No matter how hard I try not to be, I'm actually a good girl, and I'm starting to be really proud of that now. I dont want to pretend that it's okay to treat men like toys, that its okay to pass guys around from friend to friend when their done with them, expecially ( Read more... )

What is it about females that make them absolutely THRILLED to see another girl suffer? For the second time, my best friend completely fucked up my relationship with the guy im dating at the time, on purpose. Well I'm glad making my life completely miserable has brought some joy into someones life.

thank god for books right about now.

I'm so disappointed in myself. I'm really convinced I should leash myself to my room and lock the door. I've pretty much made things so messed up that my ex told me he never wants to see me again. I need a positive influence. Someone take me shopping, instead of a party. Please.

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