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i think i need help.

i'm having nightmares about nick trying to kill me.

i'm scared. not of nick, of myself. i'm going back to my old ways, back when i was on tons of meds for bipolar and i've got things i can't tell anyone. things i wouldn't be able to tell someone about in order to get medication for. what the hell do i do?

i am laughing hysterically right now at nothing. nothing at all.
earlier i just wanted everyone to die.
and i am going insane.
we really, really need to talk.
hahhahaha.

i miss you. and i miss when i had friends, and i miss when people cared, and had time for me, and invited me places.

i can't stop crying. i just want to die. i want to die so badly megg.
god, i want to die. i feel so worthless and stupid and i hate myself.
i can't even find the words.

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kp i lvoe you and were going to watch meteors at tehree oclock,.
yuou are playing sonci erslly good wexcept you are dying a tylo. and your are not killing the chckents.

it would be really good if you responded to this because if you dont i might just kill myself ( Read more... )

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