you know I'm about to be moving back west soon, but only this time it doesn't feel like I'm running away from my problems. I just spent an hour going back over this whole journal thing.. makes me feel 18 again. I miss a lot of you and it makes me miss Wylie. It brings back all those senses from that era. constant moving around, Brandons room, your ( Read more... )

it's nice to know that if it weren't for your obligations you wouldn't be here otherwise.. i don't feel important enough to put myself in that category ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a while. here it goes...

i feel ok. things are better?
[2009]i start a new job, friendship/relationship, dog and socks.
maybe i'll follow through with the plans i have made for this year..
will you please stop staring at my food?
playing with bike tools get yr hnds drty. my bike looks siq.
i look siqq. i think im gonna be sick

i just read his journal and it's hard for me not to start feeling empty. what a punch in the stomach. things are well?

fuck

get me out of here

fuck getting smashed in the face with another face. fuck the handlebar and fuck this welt on my cheek

dont worry i'll nurse you back to health...

dfjsdfkdsfskdfjdfkjsdfjdfjklfdjklfkjlfsljkfdsljkfdsjfdsjkfdsjlkfdjklfdsjklfiit going to san fran in a few days...

ahh fucking christ. worst thing that could happen...well happy birthday wylie.

we all sound so depressed. i guess thats what livejournal rants are based on. id like to know if any of you are actually happy..