*There is a point in the middle of the night where the weight of worry and insomnia seems to shift from dwelling on how long you have been lying awake since bedtime toward how little time it's going to be until you're doomed to survive another day. Johan figures that the shift begins somewhere between three and three-thirty in the morning. He
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By this point, she had heard Johan leave, and decided to follow him. She'd actually been tailing him for a while, yet as she got there, she waited for a while to see what he was up to. After he sat for a while, she finally spoke up:*
... What are you doing...?
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*The words sound more teasing than anything, and Johan's still smiling as well.*
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I guess. Juudai's the same way, too, I know, in that he's willing to give second chances... So even if it's unlikely, maybe you'll wind up finding someone similar, who knows? Just because the odds are low doesn't mean you can completely say "well, it'll never happen", right?
And like I said, also... you'd be surprised what people can find it in their heart to forgive.
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...Maybe it's because of the bad experiences you had all your life, but I've found that even if it's not forgiven at first... time really does heal all wounds eventually. It gets difficult to keep grudges as time goes on, unless you're truly a mean-spirited person, and there really aren't too many people who are plain, outright mean by nature in the world either.
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Besides, haven't I been living longer than you? Who says I wouldn't know? *He grins.*
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It's unfortunate... but it doesn't necessarily have to be anyone else's fault. It's not the fault of the general public, nor is it the fault of the person who has to live like that. The way society sets itself up... it's difficult for everyone. If it's not one thing, it's another.
But hey... you're a good example of someone turning out to have good qualities. What happened... even though it's over, you turned out not to be the villain everyone thought you were suddenly, right?
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There are people out there like that, yeah, I admit... but there are still people who care about them, too. And there has to be something there for them to care about in the first place, right?
I'm just saying that there's a little bit of something good in everyone, as cheesy as it sounds. Even if they don't show it. Maybe some people's bad outweigh their good, but... that doesn't mean they don't have any at all.
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I hope you change your mind one day, though. Maybe you just need to have a happier life from now on. It's probably your rough start that made you feel this way, or at least had something to do with it...
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