does anybody read these anymore???

Hi Sweetie ( Read more... )

so, first thing's first ( Read more... )

i feel so "blah" lately. i think it's because i waste all of my time thinking about one person. talking to this one person. and now worrying about this one person. tell me how i LOVE being lied to. i just cant keep up with it anymore. im so sick of pushing people that i love away just to make sure that i dont upset him. and now all of this drug ( Read more... )

hmmm...im in school and really bored. i hate this class. english 2, for 10th graders. failed it in 10th grade, so im taking it now. i hate the people in here. i wonder if i was this immature in 10th grade. probably. i wouldnt doubt it. but still. they piss me off ( Read more... )

i miss the way my life used to be. things seem so different now, and i cant stand it. i miss hanging around my house all day in PJs with jess and kisha, playing cards and smokin' butts in the dining room, only leaving the table to pee or get something to eat. or if we got bored with card games, to go in my room and play tony hawk 3 for the rest of ( Read more... )

so yesterday was my birthday. me, jess, justin, nathalia and emmy went to maine and stayed in a hotel.

i wanted to shoot myself.

ya know when you watch a really fucked up movie with the teens that do drugs and drink and have sex and all that good junk...and when you're done watching the movie, you feel gross and disgusted, kind of like you need to shower RIGHT NOW... that's all i've felt like for the past couple of months, and im sick of it. im sick of the way that i spend ( Read more... )

first of all megan, you DID say that justin is fat and nasty. let me refresh your memory for you: it was me, you, hector, and brandon driving around. we started talking about justin, and why he doesnt like you anymore. and then you said "well, whatever. justin is fat and nasty anyways" and then as the night moved on, you continued to bring it up. ( Read more... )

so, my life as of late ( Read more... )