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Well i really have nothing to update expect that i work all the time and a really close friend of mine acts like Im not really all that imporant and it really hurts that they are putting their partner in front of their friends, even thou they just only met this other person they are acting like they have known this other person longer and is closer ( Read more... )

Ok so yeah, Eveything SUX DICK today, My baby sister is leaving to day for the military today. I Wish she didnt have to go but i know that this is what she wants, and thats what is imporant. My family wont reliaze that this is her choice and not theirs. Its kool but bcuz, me and my aunt had a fight today over all this shit, I HATE MY FAMILY, for ( Read more... )

Ok, so yeah I havent updated in like over a month, sorry but this has just lost its appele to me, i dont know why. but I know have a myspace that i update all the time, so hit me up if u wanna know my myspace deal. I guess thats all, roo leves on tuesday for boot camp and I really dont want her to go but then again i do. My family is FUCKING CRAZY ( Read more... )

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Ok so this is how I'm going to replay to everyone who commented in my last update ( Read more... )

Well I'm a dumb ass. I stol the car 2 days ago and blew a tire and then i had to call my dad to come and get me and fix the car. So yeah. I've lost all hope of seeing andrew again. I was on my way to see him when I did it. it was like midnight when I left and I didnt get home until like 2am. see how stupid I am. Anyway I'll talk more l8er.
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Ok I got outta work early, andrew came over to get all of his shit and yeah, I was soo happy to see him and i wanted to jump into his arms. I LOVE HIM MORE THE LIFE ITSELF AND IT IS KILLIN ME THAT I CANT BE IN HIS ARMS WHEN HE IS SOOOOOOOOO DAME CLOSE!!!!!!!!!!! I wish this didnt hurt soo much. I didn give him a hug when he left and all but I wish ( Read more... )

I really dont have much too say, I guess really its just alot of the same. I want life to be easy but as we all know it wont ever be so thats a lost dream. I really hate seeing him in all this pain, i want want to end it but i know that if i do its only going to hurt more him in the long run. I just wish there was a way to make him learn this ( Read more... )

I worte this last night after I spent time thinking about what happened last night @ church and then after talking to Andrew over txting tell about 1 am. There is alot of things that need to happen before we can be us again and thins is a kinda list of what needs to happen. I need to feel real Love come form him again. I know he loves me but I ( Read more... )