So its 7:40 am and I am just about ready for my interview at MetLife. If you can hope or pray for me, I would greatly appreciate it. :)

I withdrew from Rutgers today.

I feel great. I feel like my life is open to so many new possibilies. I'm not going to say I'm not a little scared, but I know in my heart I can be whatever I want to be. I've got a couple of paths in mind and I'll update once I choose one. The hardest part is over, now it's just moving on. :)

Today is my birthday. I will say goodbye to 22, my worst year of life thus far. I remember back in 1994 when I used to go to BINGO with Marge, my neighbor in Cambridge Square. She was my babysitter. We used to go on Friday nights. Her least favorite (or least lucky, I can't really remember) was 22. She said 22 was never a winner. I agree ( Read more... )

I repeat things to myself over and over. Like, "my name is rachael draudt" or "you are the bastard child, the rebel". I think its important to remember who you are. And why you make decisions you choose to make. The kind of decisions that leave you wondering, what the fuck was I thinking. My most recent decision of leaving pharmacy school is ( Read more... )

Seeing Trent Reznor live is amazing. Most of the time my jaw was on the floor.... as well as my ass. I was in the middle of the pit for a couple songs... bruised and sore today. I'm getting way too old for that shit. Either way, I realized how much the station has damaged my show going experience... it was so so nice to buy the tickets, ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: November 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways ( Read more... )

I just added Melissa's new livejournal and I figured since I had the client up, I would post a quick hello! I'm graduating May 9th! I got tickets for Nine Inch Nails at Hammerstein! I still haven't heard from the pharmacy schools, so we're all on the edge of our seats!!! Will she be in New Jersey??? Or back to hometown Buffalo????? Stay tuned ( Read more... )

I decided that I am sick of work. I have been working about 50 hours a week, and it's tiring. It is good I am paying the bills though. After this week, I will be debt free. Which is oh so nice ( Read more... )

Livejournal is one of those things that you might not participate in all the time (aka maybe not a year at times haha), but you still check your friends page every chance you get. Then sometimes you realize that you aren't logged in, and you miss about 10 entries from your friends. Such is the case with people like soulwired, and reveileb. Anyways, I haven't ( Read more... )

psst. psssst. psssssst.
serious case of smit.
i'm happy. :)