Title: Begin Again Rating: G Length: 4.1k Summary: Kyungsoo's lost himself and Jongin finds him again. a/n: this is all d_ecrease & uponinfinity's fault.
i just stared at your comment and went 'aaaw this is so deep but so true' T_T and junmyeon isn't necessarily bad, he just hasn't found the right guy for him yet ; u ;
okay lemme go off tangent for a bit here okay i'm so sorry ilu just word vomit nothing to worry about
-in lights of recent event re: khj, i just don't know whether we can coddle joonmyeon too much here; i mean yes he's not bad as in criminal kind of bad, but the damage he inflicts is just as bad as a physical one. maybe i'm just being sentimental, and being human, bc tbh if i'm at the receiving end of such abuse, i would've accepted no matter how bad it gets bc i think i have that streak in me, and bc it's just words, but it doesn't make it right, right? i would've placed hope that he'll change, and maybe i'd muster enough courage to leave in the end once i get my head in the right place, but the damage is done, point-blank. it's a sad thing to realize that while i'm a victim of someone's ill personality, that that someone is also a victim of someone else's ill personality, bc no one becomes bad just because. there has to be a trigger. i don't think violence in any form is genetically imprinted in one's dna
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omg no it's okay i actually think you really make sense c:
and yes, i'm sure junmyeon isn't all that bad but it doesn't make his actions not bad either. maybe he's doing it on purpose or not but the impact of his words are far more greater than he might have imagined. and that's what happened to kyungsoo bc he might have moved on from junmyeon already but it takes a lot more time and patience to move on from the effects he left behind. and i totally understand where you're coming from bc at some point, i have experienced that too. c:
and yes okay he is lucky NINI IS SO CUTE ;; / cuddles you
i cannot believe you charm, how dare you write fluffy kaisoo that gave me a heart attack omfg and jongin's so sweet, and kyungsoo's so fucking cute and i just--------
how dare you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everything in this fic was perfect and yes i think i should throw more taylor swift songs at you and tho i have no idea who aquatimez is and the rest of the musicians mentioned in the fic, i got them to thank bc kaisoo met!!!!!
/whispers/ please write more of fics charm i need you to give me diabetes.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I WAS WRITING TBH!!! DLGKFHGDSF
and sobs you're making me blush my cheeks are going to fall off from so much blood in them ;; and please don't omg i don't want to butcher any more songs huhuhuhuhhuhuhu (and omg i love aqua timez i am sorry im a sucker for japanese bands dlkgdfj)
/whispers back/ i shall try my best to give you more of this sugar disease ; u ;
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/ throws all the furniture over /
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Bad Joonmyun :(
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and junmyeon isn't necessarily bad, he just hasn't found the right guy for him yet ; u ;
and thank you for reading ;;
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-in lights of recent event re: khj, i just don't know whether we can coddle joonmyeon too much here; i mean yes he's not bad as in criminal kind of bad, but the damage he inflicts is just as bad as a physical one. maybe i'm just being sentimental, and being human, bc tbh if i'm at the receiving end of such abuse, i would've accepted no matter how bad it gets bc i think i have that streak in me, and bc it's just words, but it doesn't make it right, right? i would've placed hope that he'll change, and maybe i'd muster enough courage to leave in the end once i get my head in the right place, but the damage is done, point-blank. it's a sad thing to realize that while i'm a victim of someone's ill personality, that that someone is also a victim of someone else's ill personality, bc no one becomes bad just because. there has to be a trigger. i don't think violence in any form is genetically imprinted in one's dna ( ... )
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and yes, i'm sure junmyeon isn't all that bad but it doesn't make his actions not bad either. maybe he's doing it on purpose or not but the impact of his words are far more greater than he might have imagined. and that's what happened to kyungsoo bc he might have moved on from junmyeon already but it takes a lot more time and patience to move on from the effects he left behind. and i totally understand where you're coming from bc at some point, i have experienced that too. c:
and yes okay he is lucky NINI IS SO CUTE ;;
/ cuddles you
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:)
and this is just so cute
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and thank you!!
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But I'm so happy that Jongin managed to bring him back
♥
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how dare you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everything in this fic was perfect and yes i think i should throw more taylor swift songs at you and tho i have no idea who aquatimez is and the rest of the musicians mentioned in the fic, i got them to thank bc kaisoo met!!!!!
/whispers/ please write more of fics charm i need you to give me diabetes.
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and sobs you're making me blush my cheeks are going to fall off from so much blood in them ;;
and please don't omg i don't want to butcher any more songs huhuhuhuhhuhuhu
(and omg i love aqua timez i am sorry im a sucker for japanese bands dlkgdfj)
/whispers back/ i shall try my best to give you more of this sugar disease ; u ;
THANK YOU SO MUCH BEL T_T
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/drains away your blood/ ok but hold on i do have another song for you okay, clicky. i hope you like lana.
THIS SONG WILL ENABLE ANOTHER SUGAR FILLED FIC. I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO IT TYVM
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AND I AM GOING TO PRETEND I DIDN'T CLICK THAT
/totally a lie it's open on my tab/
im sobbing bc im going to deny but i just might but maybe not tonight omg
UR KILLING ME
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