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Switching To Dreamwidth
...mostly because they run in USD instead of Roubles. Also I have at least one friend there.
https://senashenta.dreamwidth.org/
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Out Damned Spot
I'm tinkering with the beginning of a new Valdemar fic, it's still kind of vague in my head but basically it follows a Companion named Hart, who was born with a spot on her nose, almost like a birthmark. But over time as she grows, the spot spreads and more spots appear until by the time she's full-grown she's mostly covered in brown:
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The Tooth Fairy
I ordered this doll ( https://www.aliexpress.com/item/1005006051278123.html) a while back and she should be arriving any day now and I'm just EEEEEE I love her so much already!! I'm naming her Luna and I ordered her blank (no paint/makeup), and I am SO looking ( Read more... ) -
I Wanna Stay In Love With My Sorrow
I was diagnosed as bi-polar two decades ago. Seems like a whole lifetime has passed since then. Since my diagnosis, it's been adjusted to DEPRESSIVE bi-polar, meaning I have MANY more depressive days than manic days, and I also HIGHLY suspect I have some mild form of ADD or ADHD. (I need to talk to my Doctor about that next month at my next ( Read more... ) -
(My) Suicide Squad
Apparently psychologists say that suicide attempts are about control; a person feels like their life or something in their life is out of their control and the suicide attempt is them trying to take that control back. I think it’s utter bullshit that they lump everyone in together like that because my suicide attempts weren’t about control at all. ( Read more... ) -
IDK IDK IDK
How do I stop sabotaging all the positive things in my life if I don't even know when I'm doing it?
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The Rundown
I had a friend named Poe. A BEST friend named Poe. For the last couple years. And Poe was-- IS-- amazing and inspiring. I'm in awe of them. They struggle through life but accomplish SO MUCH, unlike me. They're a best-selling author with another book coming out in June. They lifted me up and made me feel like I was a WORTHWHILE PERSON for the first ( Read more... ) -
Here's Hoping
IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE THAT WOULD BE WILLING TO GIFT ME A 12-MONTH PROFESSIONAL PACKAGE + 12-MONTHS 210 USERPICS?
I would Paypal you the money back by Friday, but I can't get the billing thing on LJ to work and it's driving me NUTS. =/
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I Just Want Off The Carousel
…I’m in pain today. I mean, I’m pretty much always in pain, but today the fibromyalgia and arthritis are really acting up and kicking my ass. And all last night my scoliosis made my back ACHE no matter what position I tried, so it was basically impossible to sleep.
I’m so TIRED. Of the physical pain. Of the mental pain. Of the crushing heartache. ( Read more... )
