I exclude light and wash my hands of you ( Read more... )

I've grown so much since then and I thought when I finally had it, it would feel different. But it doesnt. Nothing feels different.That pain is still there. Its all I've wanted and now I have it and its not at all how I thought it would be. But I'll keep my smile and act happy because it's christmas and that just what we're supposed to do ( Read more... )

So im always busy

So my life doesnt fit into everyone else's life.

Im doing my best here. I'm trying to make time for everything but thats just a joke and totally impossible. So my only option is not to do what i want, but whats best for me. understand that now.

I can sleep when im dead.

Intoxicating, isnt it? It's where the sand meets water and washes us all away. You cant say I never told you so. As of right now, you cant say anything. The thought of everything you once were creates a dim silence, and we all just sit and listen closely to the faint sound of a dripping faucet. The reality of it all is like a smack in the face and ( Read more... )

Sometimes when you look back in a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity.

Ladies and gentlemen, children of all ages ( Read more... )

eventually in the not so far future.. im going to leave. this is everything ive wanted and worked so hard for.

what else did you expect?

Lay down in this latrine in nailbomb ( Read more... )

He's got fasting black lungs ( Read more... )

The dark is generous, and it always wins---but in the heart of its strength lies weakness; one lone candle is enough to hold it back.
   Love is more than a candle.
   Love can ignite the stars.