reality and unreality

[selfhater17]

I hate feeling unreal when i dissociate/depersonalize/derealize (whatever the fuck it's called!) but despite how unreal i feel, i am still aware of the world around me. I guess what i am trying to say is that i still acknowledge and understand reality even if i do not feel apart of it sometimes

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[xzcryingveinszx]

i totally understand what ur saying.
i feel like that quite often, its just i cant explain it...it is true, like u feel that ur not here but u r here lol
im bad at this but i really love the way u write, and the way u think.
ur an amazing person.

ok when i feel like im unreal lol
i feel good, i used to feel really bad about it coz i used to think that im not normal but now i think it opens my mind alot and i start seeing things that i havnt paid much attention too.

i think that u will start thinking about it in a good way,soon
ur looking at it in a very depressing way and i dont blame u.

be good xxoxoxox
sawsi

[selfhater17]

I am so glad that someone understands! I have never considered that my unreal feelings could be a good thing though. You are absolutely right about it opening the mind more, however. I love how you can put things into perspective like that!